Self Conscious Villaness (Boys×Villainess)

𝙒𝙝𝙤 𝙖𝙢 𝙄? (𝙄)

The ArchDuke Kensin's youngest daughter room was filled with four maid as soon as the clock hit 7:00 am. They came toward the room. One maid began to open the curtains while other two cleaned the room. One maid began to change the lady's robe. After finishing the work they left the room alone.

After few minutes the family healer arrived in the girl's room along with her parents. He sat at the edge of the bed and checked the girl's pulse. He turned to her family and smiled.
"Give her some time to wake up. I'm sure she is fine. "

The mother sat down beside the girl and holded the girls face. "My poor baby. She has to go through so much. Honey can you escort the doctor. I'll like to stay for a while. "

Her husband nodded and took the doctor outside. He just wanted to finish comforting his new wife and leave early. It wasn't long when the mansion was filled with laughter and loud voices...Well before Seraphina fell into the lake of the Royal Palace. It was a normal party but everything happens for good...right? No one knows how it happened but many called it an accident.

She has been in coma for 9 days and no sign of waking up. Only one of her friend and the princess herself came to visit her. If it was the young princes choice he wouldn't want to stand beside her but thinking it happened at the Royal Palace and she called him her true friend he had to visit her. He came with her sister but didn't stayed long saying

"I want to show my sympathy for Lady Seraphina. I wish I could change the events. I do have some matter to attend. I wish the Lady to recover soon. "

Seraphina wasn't known as the brightest lady but at least her some friends should have come to visit her but they didn't...

While this things were going on,.the girls mind was very occupied. She couldn't think about what was happening.

Her mind was opened. The images she saw were unexplainable. She saw herself in a white room. She was caged in a small glass box. She tried to shout but nothing happened. The cage had a chair in centre and long stone bricks pile in the corners. She saw some other glass box of the people she had met including her parents and some nobles.They were all in someones control which meant they didn't realized where they were. They were talking and acting as if their soul is in different world.

'This is not true . This is not true. I need to remember. I need to get out. '
She thought about the recent events she faced. She closed her eyes .She whispered to herself "It's a lie. I am a lie. Everything is a lie. I will be out. I will be. "

"Will you? " Her eyes focused in front of her. A blonde, tall men with blue eyes stood in front of her. He smiled and opened his mouth. "You must be confused, Seraphina. "

Immediately her tears began to flow. The girl tried to hide her sobs. She touched the glass wall and went forward. "Where am I? ....Who am I?...What is happening?"She managed to speak trying to shuffle her sobs.

The Male sighed. "I'm the Author of story you live in. You and your world is nothing but just a novel for other's to enjoy that I wrote. You are a character of the book, not only you but everyone you have ever met. " He did not broke the eye contact with the girl neither did the girl.

"So... So what.. I don't get it? " The Author's eye became soft. He started to tell her the whole thing.

"This is a very old story named 'Greatest good'... 3 high rank people fall in love with a wise girl. Their love grow stronger each time. At end, the girl choose one boy. Second boy finds another girl but then third boy is left heartbroken so he tries to steal the girl back. Somehow he is punished. Instead of revenge he becomes a powerful and wise king later on and like that, everything turns out good. "

"Where am I? " The author raised his eyebrows at the girl. The girl repeats herself "In the story. Where am I?"

The author laughs and continues. "Well the protagonist had a step sister. The step sister is in love with the prince and humiliates the female lead. The Villianess comes with jealousy and tried to manipulate male leads and kill the girl. But the girl gets saved by one of the male lead. So as punishment she will get executed publicly after both lead marries. But facing these humiliation she tries kills herself and succeed.The female protagonist regrets the decision but still who cares for a Villain's life ?"He smiled and slowed down his last words.

Seraphina fells on the ground and began to cry "That's how I will end up?..Why me? I-No. I don't want such future. "She tried to talk between her sobs. The author feel the sorrow of the girl. After all he did wrote the story.He felt remorse for her. After all he got a second chance in life too. So...He decided to give her a choice.

"This is an old story. My very first and a forgotten one. It's deleted from the internet and no one has access to it. So if you want, you can change the events. I'm sure it doesn't matter. Nobody care for such old story. "

The girl looks at the so called author "Why me tho? "

The author looks around. "Out of all these time. I find my old diary where I wrote my first story...This story... I don't know how but you manage to break the fourth wall and realize your surroundings. Can you recall your weird memories. The sudden feelings you felt. "The man raised his eyebrows. The girl looked at the ground before speaking.

"I didn't see the point in the work I did. I sometimes.....thought what I- would be like if..I had done something differently. I questioned each passing day and things. "The girl relived her memories thinking about it.

The author smiled "And like that you became self aware.You became too invested in background characters and tried to go against story line. ' Sooo' I had to stop you for a time being. I don't know the reason for your behavior but it could be because I rewrote the story in you being the best sister version and posted on internet. But it wasn't good so I deleted it again. But now that you know everything is lie. Maybe you can bring the change you wanted. "

Seraphina looked at the male. "Isn't it late? " The male simply smiled and came toward her. He spoke to her while crouching in her level. "You won't be dead anytime soon. I give you your freedom.....and tear the page of your background...." He stood up and walked back" At your 18th birth year your time will end. Do fast...Even if you don't kill yourself others won't hesitate to do it."

The girl also stoop up "Who are the male leads?..Will I really die?...Will I meet you again?- "The author stopped and turned around after a moment.

"You shall see me. I'm just updating my introduction in the story. "With that he was gone. She stays there. How is she going to get out?

Again a sudden the same voice came in ."Ahh I almost forgot." The girl looked at the direction to see the male again. " I'm putting the storyline in your memory. I wrote it 19 years ago so being my first official story. I kinda remember some event and at the same time I don't. Just a heads up for you okay? "

He again disappeared. 'What the fuck?' Soon the glass cage around her disappeared. She looked at her surrounding as she got up. She tried to take a step but felt her step sink into the ground and fell.

Instead of landing on the hard, cold floor she felt herself into warm and comfortable bed. Few voices ringed around her head. They kept haunting her.

'I'm sure this is to help her. Wow it's so great. It's like living inside a novel myself. Anyway she is staring a new journey with a new Seraphina. I wish her luck honesty.'

Her eyes opened after the monologue
was finished. She heard a gasp from her right. Her mother rubbed her for hair and called her husband.

All the girl can think was. This is not your true life. This is not real.