A essay for my mom.

therapy one;

Mom, today was a bad day. Why? Because I don't know if my dreams will happen in real life.

When it started: I was on the bus today coming home when i got a text from this friend i told you about we met over something we both enjoyed like: Anime, Movies we know and the other doesn't know and we share stuff with each other and he tried to help me by trying to cheer mt up but i just pushed him away and didn't see that he just wanted me to go back to normal but i need a little bit of help.

What i feel now: i feel a little better now that I'm sharing things with you mom and that I'm no afraid to tell you how I'm feeling so in the time i felt bad for everything that i believe was my fault . so i was feeling bad as was about to cry on the bus but i didn't and kept myself together.

My dreams: so my dreams have been all over the place since i watched Hazbin Hotel I've wanted to change a few things by audtioning for a Voice acting spot but i could not because i wasn't 18 i just feel like to have my dreams i have to be 18 and for writing as well as art and other jobs i have in mind which seem impossable to retch right now, but all i want to do is create my own story and voice act them and have other people who want to do the same thing work with me but i don't know how to even do it if we are not in the same place.

What I Want but can't seem to get right away: Friends, lovers, people who help me threw my dreams, and i can't deside what job i wanna do when older. and i wanna cheer up peolple when i can't let other people cheer me up.

Closing statement: Thank you for all the support i get from you mom and i love you and wanna be better for you and get rid of these bad thoughts. i feel much better now that i said this i hope these come true and i hope you and my friends will be here when I Change this world for the better.