It's okay baby || skz oneshots

Lost the words (chanchang)

• hurt-comfort, fluff

He had a block. He had to admit it. Changbin was at loss of words, literally. Come to think of it, he never had a complete block, it was just sometimes harder to get some words or beats out of himself but it had never been at a point, where he just stared at a blank paper infront of him. He maybe would take it much better if it was the first or second day, he would probably go dance a bit, rehearse some of their old songs or work out. But this has been happening for a whole week, he would finish his schedules and come to studio exited to write some lyrics just to end up with nothing in his mind. It was so frustrating and after this day when he woke up a bit late, got told he should work more on certain parts of dance and missed lunch, this was the breaking point for him.
As he was staring at the blank paper tears started rolling down his cheeks without him knowing. He didn't even register that the door opened and someone came in. He came back to reality only after he felt hands on his cheeks guiding him to look up. When he saw Chan, he broke down completely. He was sobbing and trembling and the only thing he was able to register were the strong arms of his leader pulling him to hug his stomach and stroking trough his hair.
To say that Chan was surprised when he saw Changbin with tear stained cheeks was very accurate. He couldn't imagine what would cause his strong Binnie to break down, especially in the company. Yes, Changbin had broken down infront of him before but that was before debut and it was always at the dorm with both of them snuggled up in Chan's bed.
When Changbin calm down and there were just occasional sniffles muffled to Chan's stomach, Chan gently pulled Changbin a bit away and dried his tears with the cuffs of his hoodie. ,,What happend baby?" Changbin whined and hid himlef away into Chan's stomach. Chan smiled and petted his head. ,,Do you want to go lay on the couch?" Changbin nodded but made no movement to actually do it. ,,Come on my big baby." Chan gently took his hands off his middle, pulled him onto his feet and led towards the couch where Chan lied first and then Changbin lied onto him. He snuggled in his neck. Chan just hugged him closer and gave him a small kisses on his temple.
Chan knew he shouldn't pressure him into talking, he knew that the younger will tell when he is ready but it was so hard. On the other hand he was so relieved when Changbin finally spoke. ,,Had a bad day." Chan gave him another kiss. ,,What made it so bad baby? Hmm?" ,,Things." Chan kept stroking his back and waiting for him to continue. ,,I had this block or something for abou a week. It's always the same, I come here to work but I can't get anything out of myself. It's getting me so frustrated. And then today, I woke up late, I found out I'm lacking in some parts of different choreographies, I missed my lunch because the manager I had meeting with was late and then I had to rush dance practice and when I finally came here to blow off some steam my mind was blank the moment I sat. I hate it. I just want to write or make some music or anything but it's like I no longer have the ability to do that."
Chan was listening the whole time and honesy, he understands Binnie more than anyone can think. ,,I know baby, this can be really frustrating but there is not exactly a solution except for waiting. I know it sounds horrible now but think of it as if you have time to do other things. You can go to sleep earlier, you can dance, work out, book some vocal lessons, spend time with the rest of us or finally get through all the drafts you promised yourself to sort out. You don't have to worry, you definitely didn't lost any ability, your mind just put it on a shelf to rest. You can write song you just need to give yourself a break. Maybe, after all of this you will just have more things to write about and new inspiration. You just need to give yourself some time."
After his speech, Changbin raised his head from where it was tucked in Chan's neck and looked at him. ,,I love you." Chan smiled and gave him a kiss on his nose which made Changbin scrunch his face. In Chan's eyes it made him even more adorable. ,,I love you too, Binnie."

// It's really short, I know, but I don't know how it should continue so I'll just leave it like that