I TOO HAVE A LOVE STORY (Edited)

I too love my best friend

Ishani she was always in distress ,
She got so many questions to ask
But answer there was no one to answered her
Or ishan and shubman don't wanted to tell her
But she is also stubborn like her father, her chachu always tell her that.

So she started to look for the answers herself
And she did get it but in what cost
Losing trust on her father
An anxiety and fear of losing her papa and her chachu

Finding those answers she meet the lady that gives birth to her, basically her so called mother

20 year old Ishani she was mad at her father and that lady
If you don't wanted child that why just why you give birth to one
Just fucking abort it ,then making a child life miserable
So ishani ask so many questions and one of them was
Did her father ever wanted ishani in his life
And the answer she gets satisfied her
Finally jhut toh nahi bola uss aurat ne

Your father he begged me to keep you
He wanted you, he was the emotional one in relationship that we had
Ishani look at the lady sitting in front of her
She looks happy in her life , she nor regret,nor feel emotional seeing her own child that she had abandoned

Do you ever love my papa
Ishani asked because looking at the lady sitting front of her, she really don't love her father, Ishani wanted to slap her so badly for hurting her papa, Ishani is happy that her papa find her chachu
She can't even think what would have happened if her chachu was not in their life

No, I was not in love with him , love was so strong word,and i didn't love your papa , for me the thought of him being mine is that feeling....
He was heartthrob in college, everyone love him, and I was selfish back then,
It's not like i wanted to be famous in college campus but... you know the satisfaction that you have something that anyone don't have.. that satisfaction I was feeling ,and i was loving that
He was fucking ready fight anyone for me...
But i thought, i don't even wanted this boy... Why I am even with him in first place ,i don't love him
I wanted to tell him and before I can tell him, you happened
I make clear everything to him...
That i wanted abortion and break up from him
Ishani was feeling hurt,she feels really bad for her papa

But your papa he was fucking so stubborn, i fucking getting fed up with his nagging
Ishani first time learn that this world is not nice at all and the people also
Ishani don't ever heard her chachu talking about her father like this...her chachu ...she see her chachu pampering her father like child front of her own eyes

He really thought that i would stay with him,he so sure of that
But don't wanted that i was feeling suffocation, but one last time i listen to him, so I keep you

Okay stop bas hogaya ma'am, sorry for taking your precious time
Ishani said getting up from the table taking her bag

Ishan ... shubman best friend right
How did she remembered her chachu

What
Ishani she was furious 

Ishan kishan shubman friend...in college he  was always with ishan
They always stuck together like glue
If i ever wanted to find shubman ,i used to find ishan you know
We were so close back than, close enough to know something
Did you wanted to know Ishani Gill
Ishani can clearly see the fucking smirk
Ishani wanted to wipe that off so badly

What did you know, tell me .. just tell me you bitch

Shut up don't your papa teach you how to talk
And Ishani was more furious now , first she brings her lovely chachu in this
Ishani don't really talk to everyone like this ,her chachu and her father don't teach her like this but person before her
Teasing her patience

Look who is fucking talking, just tell me and i will go from here
Ishani sit on her chair again

Here ...take this, this was ishan's, he lost this and i don't get chance to give him back
She gives a diary to Ishani, Ishani take that in her hand and going to open it

Don't open it now

Why
Ishani asked  getting confused

Just don't

So this what you going to give me
Ishani ask

No , ishan..... He was in love with shubman your papa

WHAT ?
Ishani was clearly shocked now, like she knows her father love her chachu , some month ago they have father daughter date ,her father tell her everything means just about that he loves his best friend but today that she got to know was something else everything was so much To her

Yes , I don't know where ishan is now but the time I have spent with him
Was precious to me , that boy was so selfless , he give upon his love  for your father's happiness
I am sorry for you and your papa
But i feel more sorry for him
If.. just i don't interfere in their life
They would have been together now
Iam really sorry Ishani
She is guilty okay,she knows she had done so many bad things but what she can do now,she can't bring back the time

Your sorry won't solve anything.. you.... please go away I don't want to see you again
And Ishani see her going away but Ishani was more interested in the diary in her hand
She opens It's was their photo and memories in that book with something written in back

*Kash tum mere hote shubman
Aur main tumhara *

But that day what Ishani take with her,
Her father and his best friends memories,
fears, fears of her papa  would leave her
Just like he left her first time in orphanage
Ishani don't know how that lady even know this

She started getting anxiety attacks

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*Present*

And this time also she gets one as the thing triggered her memory

Ishani she was not in her mind her eyes black out she can just heard ambulance siren

And next time when she opens her eyes she was in hospital, the smell, the white room , sound of machines
She can hear her chachu's faint voice

Shyam....meri bacchi thik ho jayegi na
Woh thik thi mujhe pata nahi Kay hua achnak se....s...she was in my arms my baby
She didn't know what her chachu is talking,her mind is fuzzy

Ishan..i...i talk to the doctor he said
From two or more days she is not taking her pills

WHAT...wh.. what are talking, i myself give her medicines h..how

Shh ishan ro mat, agar tu hi roye ga toh shubman ko kon sambhalega
Woh aata he hoga

Why are they like this shyam... Always make me worried about them
I tell her she should not find anything
It was for her only but she listen, no
But she is just like him wanted to know everything, stubborn people of mine
Stubborn people of his, that sounds nice to ishani she feels belongs , someone wanted her and her papa also, someone love them unconditionally

Ish..
That' s her Papa's voice

My baby come here... Nothing is going to happen to our baby okay
Ye something her chachu called her papa his baby and that 42 years man her papa feels happy
And
She is their baby.... Yes she is theirs &
Theirs only

Ab Ishani apne papa ki shaadi apne chachu se karwa ke he  manegi
Fucking she also wanted to  get called as Ishani Gill kishan such lovely name

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