On The Edge Of Darkness

on the edge of darkness-35

In this one week they have been living for each other, their cannot be a day they cannot spend without seeing each other and share a kiss they are slowly trying to forget the pain which is disturbing their brains, going to bed they are giving each other back like they are feeling helpless in their situation both were understanding the time will heal everything, slowly they are trying to look into each other eyes, because they want to be happy as soon as possible

Their Daily routine is continuing with books, works, hospital, college, they keep themselves busy, while kongpob had still four months' time, he is preparing for his entrance exam he became a book worm, and Arthit is taking care of kongpob health, daily morning and night he nourishes with milk and four meals in a day Arthit became his nutritionist, kongpob cannot skip them even during in college May and Em are on guards with their phones if he skip any meals they will type their phones right away.

It's been a week, they are spending time like they are visible yet invisible too, he is waiting for kongpob to be guilt ridden he knew kongpob is feeling difficult with his complicated feelings, he knew kongpob Is suffering more than him, he is trying all his nerve levels best to take care of kongpob

"aie ..kongpob," arthit swiftly moves him to sit on the counter

kongpob got surprised for the sudden moment as usually he came to kitchen to have some water but he did not expect Arthit to do this cause arthit was always giving space and agree to whatever he was asking him to

"...your good at avoiding me,"

He stayed silent looking down to his fingers in lap

"..how long will you avoid me,"

Kongpob felt a hand on his cheek caressing him, his eyes slipped a tear, feeling a warm thumb

he hissed "...just a touch is making you cry,"

He did not get any response, he grabs kongpob chin asking him to look, if he want he can force him, but he don't want to, last time he hurt kongpob enough he could not get out of the pain he cannot do that anymore even if kongpob ask him to be rough! last night arthit showed his back one time is enough not anymore, he again seeing kongpob being reluctant, he left his chin

"....okay, then, have dinner, I prepared your topics too, read them, you have to answer them tomorrow,"

This what and how their days are going on, kongpob is avoiding him he is always studying deeply exploring into topics he still have four months for his entrance exam yet he is preparing as if tomorrow! And Arthit do like that spirit of kongpob studying but he is avoiding him that is wholesomely paining Arthit

he give him one week time but still kongpob is being reluctant saying he is the reason and over weighing his shoulders no matter how Arthit tried to make him happy, kongpob behaves like he don't deserve to be happy, Arthit staying in his invisible side and helping with meals and studies, he feels great at least kongpob is allowing him

"...don't go," he held the elbow sleeve, Arthit can only smile for that he is just acting to leave yet he cannot leave his kid,

"...look, and ask" he knew he is forcing kongpob but he need to do it he feels like he need to pressure him a bit, otherwise kongpob will be mulling over those laid back concern thoughts

"..okay then I am leaving," he tries to get his hand from kongpob fingers

His heart is beating fast he curled his fingers gripping the shirt tight "..don't,"

He re-hold kongpob fingers "...been a week you look into my eyes,"

That causes stirring tears in kongpob eyes, Arthit is missing him like he do! still Arthit miss him, still Arthit loves him, like he do! how?