Dreamer

The Childhood

Hi guys!! so this is going to be the 2nd chapter it's going to be about Avi's past..how her childhood was so u can understand her character well, i hope u enjoy it!

7 Year Old Avi.

She experience alot of trauma after realising that her own mother is having affair with someone else..which means the love that she saw between her parents was a lie..and she herself helped her mom hiding it from her father.. because she was too innocent to know what exactly her mother is doing so she did what her mother asked her to..she was devasted knowing that she helped her mother all these years in something like this...

What are these messages?..who are u talking to??..huh???
It's - its not my texts it's...its my friends i swear..
Your lying...your lying to me again!
I am not!.. don't you believe me?!..i am your wife..

Fights like these always kept happening some were even worse like breaking things...Avi always wonder how could someone lie like that..(talking about her mother)

Things kept getting bad for her as she always seen drama, fights, yelling and shouting in her house which use to scare her alot and it impacted her childhood making her a mature person at young age..

She often used to hide herself in her room and cry silently never having anyone by her side..it was scary..

Avi your here come..can u help us with the notes??..
But i haven't done mine yet
Oh com'on avi we know u can do it!

seriously Avi?? dance what's so good about it?? that's literally stupid u should stop
But i love dancing guys why would i stop??
It's literally so stupid u should just stop.

She had friends at school but they happened to be fake..and she knew about it..she didn't have any choice so she sticked around them even though it was still lonely being with them.

Avi! why didn't u complete your homework???!! huhh???
Sighs are u going to say something?....

Avi never had a good experience at school she was often scared.. because of her trauma at home she use to get so scared when a teacher shouts..she had a terrible experience at school..

12 Year Old Avi.

Avi finally decided to move forward changing her school hoping she could have a better life and better friends in the new school...but we should never expect anything afterall...

Her parents had fights as always which never failed to scare Avi making her hide herself in her room crying..
She was 12 now but nothing much changed..
At the new school because of her trauma she was never able to express herself or share how she feels which led to things getting worse for her that she regret changing school everything just gotten worse..

Avi! what happened to you?? u had such amazing grade how did u become an average from a topper?? ...u disappointed us..we didn't expect this from you

All Avi could do was cry secretly in her room or in washroom/bathroom she didn't know how to explain or express herself to her parents or friends..it was a new school it wasn't easy to fit in.. everything at the new school was way too hard everything was different which caused her mental stress..and she couldn't even ask for help because of her trauma

At the first year of new school her friends were alright... pretty better than the last school one's.. that's what she thought atleast...maybe Avi was just too naive..
Avi started to have physical problems too she started having high fevers..she couldn't even walk properly anymore she was mostly with her mom who didn't really care about her,...her father was mostly out for business until once when her father was home....

Avi what's the matter? you look too weak all u do is sleep..my little princess was not like this what happened?..

Her father took her to the doctor, the doctor was shocked

she's on the last stage of TB how could u be so late??..ur lucky ur little early otherwise she could've died..
She also have a swelling on her chest..how could u not notice? we need to take care of it immediately!

Avi had to go through a surgery and 1 year of medicines..which was really a terrible experience which just caused her more trauma...being afraid of medicines, injections and hospitals

Avi always thought that she's lucky that in this harsh world she have her dad by herside..if that day he didn't realise she was sick..she would've died by now...she was always greatful for her dad..

Later on years she started to realise that her new friends in the new school were also fake they not only used her but criticised her... making her look like a bad person while all she did was care about them...she had
no choice but to stay at this school while she struggled everyday to survive hoping this school life of her will end soon...

14 Year Old Avi.

Avi was still in that new school of hers..she often thought of changing it but she was afraid that the same thing will happen again if she changed school..so she didn't dare to change school again...it was her highschool...and she ended up falling in love with a guy she met online..

We can't blame her for this...her whole life she was treated like a trash..for the first time in her life.. someone cared about her..she couldn't help but fall for him

Avi remember i am always by your side no matter what...you mean alot to me!
i know aki! i am so greatful to you..i am also always by your side!..

Time passed Avi couldn't help but fall more in love with Aki...but because of her trauma she didn't know how to express her feelings.. and then she never got a chance to..

4 Years Later.

It's been 4 years Avi couldn't confess how she feels because she was afraid she lose her only friend...it hurted her everyday..being only friend with someone she's in love with..but she rather be his friend than not have him at all...Until one day...

Avi!! i have something really important to tell you my bestie!!!
What is it Aki??
You're not going to believe me..
Just tell me already Aki!!! i can't wait anymore
Hehe...why don't you guess huh???
Com'on akii don't make me wait and spill!!
I finally have a gf!!!
huh...??? aki...your pranking me now..
No Avi!! i really mean it..
Avi's heart broke in million pieces she could feel it but she had to hide her feelings..Well if your not lying..then i am happy for you!! congratulations Aki!
Thankss bestuee..

"You'll Always be my favourite incomplete wish"

Avi was broken but now she knew she have to leave Aki behind there's no way she's coming between Aki and his gf, and how long these all will go on??she had to move forward otherwise she will always be stuck here..

Avi decided to leave Aki behind for not only herself but him too..and move forward in her life...even tho all these things that happened in her life broke her in many way...that she didn't dare talk much anymore..she couldn't trust anyone she started becoming a cold person..who mostly stayed alone only by herside..and Avi accepted it..she was too tired of her life she gave up trying..she was just trying to survive each day..while keeping distance from everyone, to Avi this was the best for her..

"I am trying to move forward but..how can i leave my Home which is you Aki for me"

Thank You guys!!! this is all for Avi's past, i hope you could understand Avi better and please keep reading i am sure you love the story soon!..It'll get better trust me!