Beneath The Surface

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He's trapped in a whirlwind of feelings, he is feeling heavy with responsibility and full of regret. The news of his friend's pregnancy is making him doubt himself, if he is really the father then what next? .

But he can't talk to him at this moment because of his  family and his upcoming marriage. It's a suffocating feeling, like he can't catch his breath amidst all the uncertainty.

But he feels stuck because of what society and his family expect from him. He's like a bird in a cage, unable to help his friend because of all these rules. It leaves him feeling guilty and alone, like he's alone on an island.

His quiet personality used to protect him, but now it feels like a cage, trapping him with his own thoughts. Keeping this secret feels like carrying a heavy load, making it hard to think clearly. Doubts and regrets keep getting louder in his mind with each passing second.

He can't escape the memories of how his family treated him when he violet slightest of their rules with their words and hurtful actions...and it was norm for jungkook all along because he is treated like that from child hood he never had any personality nor life..he always lived on according to others with their order and opinion.......its like a robot who do everything on others command.

But right now it feels like he is amidst the  vast sea.

It's like a heavy weight around his neck, making it hard to breathe and leaving him feeling lost and hopeless.

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After leaving that house taehyung has no where to go. He is wondering around the street with an empty stomach and paining heart.

Later he brought himself some fruits with the little bit money he has because he spent this months salary entirely on his medicines.

"What to do....? " He mumbled to himself while sitting on the bench of an empty park, his suitcase is resting beside him. His voice withered in agony.

Suddenly he shook himself a little... "Taehyung.. You can't sit around like this.. You need to find a job quickly... You have two fluffballs to take care of.... You can't fell weak... " He encouraged himself while caressing his bump lovingly. Thus he begin to walk with his newfound courage and motivation.

But in the middle of the road he caught into rain. He immediately took shelter in front of a shop. After standing there for several minutes he felt tired, his legs started to hurt.

But then someone came out from the shop and told taehyung go with him as it was raining hard outside.

And taehyung followed him inside because he was really in pain. That person offer him to sit on the shop couch and also gave him a cup of hot coffee.

"Thanks for helping me.... " Taehyung thanked the person from the bottom of his heart.

The short, beautiful, cute looking person dressed in a yellow sweater and blue jeans smiled kindly and in this process his eyes got disappeared making it an angelic eye smile.

"Good work always paid off you know... " He chuckled. Taehyung also smile in return.

"By the way my name is park Jimin,  I work in this shop... " Jimin introduced himself while sitting beside taehyung.

Tae did a long ohhh before he introduced himself.

"You are cute... " Jimin uttered which made taehyung blush.

Suddenly taehyung's eyes fell onto something more like the showpiece clothes of that shop. His mouth fell open in excitement and disbelief.

"Can I go near those... " Taehyung asked jimin while pointing at those mesmerizing designer clothes.