Define Love||KhaoFirst

10- Choice

"Oh I would love that, Rose."
"This is such a dream come true, First! I hope our happiness lasts forever."

He watches them from afar. His insides churning upside down. His chest rising and falling rapidly. He doesn't address it. His face as cold as ever. He takes out a cigarette and lights it. The smoke providing him some sort of warmth. He turns his eyes back to them, coming to think of it, he don't think he has ever seen First that pleasant for a while.

The previous night.

First takes two puffs hesitantly. By the second roll he starts giggling. Khao looks at him playfully, eyeing his naked body, taking a deep puff in.

"Why do you wanna leave bro?"

"Eh? Isn't obvious, my life's in the end of a cliff when I'm here."

"Mmm, very human instincts for survival huh?"

"Haha, I would say so."

"...If I could do something to make you stay here, what would it be First?"

"Too late for that, I'm afraid."

"..."

"I don't know, maybe if things went back to what it was."

"Mmm. Get on the bed for me will you First?" First looks at Khao disappointed. He moves towards his bed, complying. His legs ready to give up any moment. Khao puts out the roll and walks towards First.

Warning: Sensitive content ahead.

Khao grabs First by his ankles as he moves backwards instinctively. He kisses his ankles and gradually moves his lips roughly over Firsts leg. The weed helped First to slip into another world, free from despair. Sadly, he is brought back to reality as Khao bites his inner thigh. Making him bleed. The marks of his teeth following a pattern as he bites from place to place.

"Ah. K-Khao stop. I'm sorry. I won't say anything to anyone ever again and I'll move back to my village. Pl-ease I beg you. Leave me alone." Khao puts his head on Firsts lap listening to what he had to say peacefully. Placing his drunk gaze on him. Khao commands.

"Kiss me."

"Please..."

"First, When will you ever listen luv?" Tears filling up Firsts already reddish eyes. He shakes his head in dissatisfaction.

"I do-on't want this.. please don't tou-ch me.." As First moves further away from him, scurrying backwards he is pulled by his legs again by an agitated Khao. He slaps Firsts inner thigh.

"Look at me in the eyes First." He slaps his thigh roughly again which gets him the attention he was asking for. Khaos so close to his face that he can feel his warm breath all over him.

"Let us make a deal, shall we? I'll let you live your life, as long as when we are alone, it'll be my word that you listen to." He places his palm on Firsts cheek. Rubbing it in soothing manner.

"And let others not talk about us ever again. That you'll keep your mouth shut. Or I can break your legs from running away from me, kill your dad and call it a day. This is the best you'll get from me. Choose." Tears tracing his skin.

Quick quiz. Which do you think he chose luv?