Dark dream (Toji x reader)

011- Bliss

"Understood?"

Your eyes fill with tears as your face softens, you accept the fact that everything in your life, from now on, is decided for you. So you cry. You mourn the potential new job, you mourn your friends and the freedom you had. Your hands try to cover the embarrassment you're feeling, by hovering over your eyes while tears just pile on. You feel so worthless and helpless, the only thing left for you do is to cry.

You can feel Toji's body shift on the couch as you continue to cover your cheeks in tears. Suddenly you feel him trying to pull you in closer, but you stay stiff and just cry. He tries again, but this time, with a little less force and again you don't move. So he stops trying.

Your whines and gentle little sobs are echoing throughout the empty house. Finally Toji breaks his silence, "Maybe.." he hesitates, "Maybe we can figure something out." he sighs at the end of the sentence.

Your tears slow down as you uncover your face to look up at him. Your face is completely wet and your cheeks and nose got red from crying. You sniff, "What?" you asked confused at his statement.

Toji takes a deep and unsure breath, "Maybe you can work and still live here with me.." he swallows his pride as he looks down at your soft and vulnerable face. His face was soft, his eyebrows knitted together, forming his expression into a worried one. Your tears made his heart break, he would do anything just not to see you cry.

You sniff again, your lip quivers and finally you wrap your arms around his neck tightly. You were so happy and emotional, you couldn't believe he actually agreed, so another set of tears started flowing. You whimper as you bury your head between your arm and his face, gently sobbing from happiness. "Thank you." you mumble out.

His big hands wrap around your body, pulling you tightly into him. He stays silent as he just tightly embraces you, trying his hardest to make you stop crying. As you calm down and sniff away your tears, Toji still holds you for couple more minutes making sure you are done.

As he pulls away from you, his expression is unchanged, still extremely worried and sad. You gently smile as your hand reaches his cheek, "I'm done. I promise.." you whisper it to him. Toji nods and places his hand over yours, pressing it gently into his face.

His eyes shimmer again as he looks into your glossy and tired eyes. He gently places a soft kiss on your lips and you do the same. He looks deeper into your eyes and goes for another kiss, connecting your lips for longer. His lips felt like forbidden fruit. So wrong, but you can't stop.

You gently open your lips up, allowing him to deepen the kiss with his tongue. His tongue slides in gently inside of your mouth, softly brushing against yours as you continue the gentle dance together.

Your whole body relaxes into him, his hands softly wrap around you. Both of you enjoy the intimacy of your shared kiss, feeling the missing connection you wanted to feel from him for so long.

You climb up on his lap, not breaking the kiss. He gently picks you up bridal style as he carries your body up the stairs. He reaches his bed, where he gently places you down, hovering above you while still softly kissing you.

You wrap your hands around his neck as you pull him down closer to you, he follows your needs and gets closer. You were kissing him as he was the air that you desperately needed to breathe. His kisses were everything you needed in life to heal you and make you whole, so you couldn't stop.

The kiss wasn't in anyway lustful, it was gentle and kind. The neediness was there but you both craved the intimacy for so long, you just couldn't get enough of it. And it lasted, for a long time. Both of you gasping for air each time someone broke off the kiss, just to go back in again. You would feel lightheaded and dizzy, in a good way, like you were getting high off of him.