From Seonghwa's perspective:
Seonghwa is always questioning things in his head, all alone, not letting ATEEZ know about his problems. After his friends arrived on the ship, he returned in the kitchen to continue eating the fish. He was thinking about that dream, and was so dreamy while chewing his meal. "Hey, Hwa!" San said, while sitting next to his hyung at the table. Hwa didn't even heard the door when it opened. "Enjoy your meal... How are you? You haven't talk to us in a while."; Seonghwa was smiling, with food in his mouth. "Mmh– Thanks, I am fine... *gulp*... Don't y'all worry about me, ah?" — "Heh ... I don't believe you, Hwa. I know you too well for you to think that your lies will work... I'm starting to think that you are a lil' depressed, are you?" Choi questioned, with a raised eyebrow, and right in that moment, Jongho came. "Yo~ ... What are you doing here? We have a meeting in less then 10 minutes, don't forget to–!" – "We know, Bear! Go to Hongjoong, we will be there in some seconds!–" – "Let's just go, ah?" Seonghwa said a bit nervous, confusing San. He had the urge to get out from the kitchen too early.
He put the hole food in the fridge very quick, and took the Choi-brothers by their hands, outside, for the meeting. San knew something is not right about his hyung, but he just accepted the fact that he would never let anyone know his flustrations and pain. San always wanted to help his hyungs with their feelings; he wanted to make sure noone is locked inside their minds with problems.
Hongjoong was waiting on Destiny for Woo, and saw the Chois and the oldest one getting out from the kitchen, while holding hands. "I got them, Joong! Now it's only one remaining!" Jongho said, looking at the beach in front of him. "Woo... uh... Jongho, you can chill! SAN! Go find Wooyoung, I guess he is still dancing." Hongjoong said with a happy face, wanting to talk to Hwa. "Yessir!". San got off the boat. Jongho walked towards the meeting room, sitting on a chair next to Yunho, Mingi and Yeosang, with a smile on his face, cuz he finally finished his job.
Meanwhile, Seonghwa knew what is gonna happen now that he and the captain were alone. "Hey, today you acted strange. I thought you were the most responsable person on earth, but you are the 7th one that came here... this is not the ,,mother" I knew you were. What is wrong, dear?" — "It's nothing! *sigh*" —suddently, Park started crying in silence. His tears were falling on his pale cheeks, just like two little crystals. Hongjoong couldn't see Hwa crying that easy, because he was wearing a hoodie, which made the oldest feel safe. The older started sobbing a bit, and Joong could hear him.
"Seonghwa, ah ... I know you better then anyone, and you can't deny it. Are you ... crying?" Kim asked, looking at the floor, to not make Hwa uncomfortable.
Seonghwa, while crying in silence, wanted with his hole heart to tell him what's the real problem, but he didn't wanted to be heard while crying louder by Hongjoong or by his team. He tried to calm down really bad. "I'm sorry fo-for my behavior, Hong..." he was sobbing "I fucked up again, searching for her, and I-I failed... again! I am really sorry... you are stressed because of my problems, and that's not ok for your mental health. I should give up on that dream, even if it means something special, that even now, I don't know what is it..." Hongjoong looked at him, with big eyes. "Hwa... don't ever think you stress us. You are the most caring person I have ever known! You always support us, and... I think it's the best for you to call for help when you need, sometimes." the small one spoked.
Hwa stopped crying, and looked in Hongjoong's eyes. "Dont give up on your dreams, Seonghwa. Dream big!" – "I know how much you all appreciate me, Hongjoong. You always make me smile, and I'm so lucky to have this family... but.." Hongjoong was looking brightly at Park, and the other one was looking so sweet with tears in his eyes. He was blushing, shutted his mouth cause Joong's eyes were so beautiful to look at. Then realizing he stared too much, punched Hong in tiny. "I love you, Seonghwa." he said laughing in tiny "Don't stress too much." – "I'll try..." he said unsure.
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☆.•:Adventures Of 8 Pirates:•.☆ || ATEEZ • Dreamcatcher
FanfictionAdventures of The 8 Pirates, and The 7 Nightmares, with emotions, tensions, and problems whose solutions are more or less possible... (their lives told from their perspectives, one by one, or together!) •Contains - Story + Chatting; -‼️TW - little...