broken glass hurts

and suddenly, it was all about them

we were happy enough
talking every day
i felt happy to finally have him
he felt happy to be with me

as we talked less, our lives got busier
i still tried. i was still there
but as he talked to me less and less
he started to talk more and more about them.

and suddenly everything was about them
i would go unanswered
and i couldn't do anything about it
yet he still told me "i love you"

and i knew it wasn't true.

i want to be happy
happy with him
but how can i be happy
when i know he's not in love with me anymore?

yet, i stay still
and i pray
i pray that he'll one day see me again
i pray for him to see me again

and the worst part?

ive never prayed for anything before.