the new idol キ h.yujin

✩ 웄, O16

yujin's pov.

ever since that day, gyuvin hyung won't stop teasing me about hyesoon. but i've been thinking about it lately, isn't it too risky to make a move now that some of my fans are obsessed and madly insane? they just won't stop nagging about me dating someone.

but i don't want that to happen. so i must stay quiet, and do nothing right? as if i finally have confirmed to myself that i actually like her, or.. maybe i do? no. not at all, i'm committed to my job so i won't meddle with this things.

all these words coming inside my head, it's crazy. i don't even think about these or say ever since middle school, probably because i also don't like anyone at my school.

i messed with my hair in frustration, being crazy to actually debate about this topic inside my head when i should be thinking about my home-works that were due tomorrow.

"argh, this is making me crazy." i said as soon as i stood up and took my bag, so that i can start with my home-works. i sighed, what does 'like' even mean in romance? i just know that if you like an object you get obsessed.

but i'm not obsessed? right, only to games. but hyesoon? i do like her appearance and her personality, especially her on stage. that doesn't mean that i want to date her? that's right!

right at the moment where gyuvin went inside my room "yah, hyung. i'm right, i like hyesoon but it doesn't mean i want to date her. so i like her only" i said but gyuvin sighed and walked towards to me.

and that's what i thought.. he smacked the back of my neck, as i rubbed it. "you are born dumb." he said as i looked at him, he gave me the look of 'are you serious'. "what? it doesn't sound dumb?" i whined.

"it is! have you ever thought of dating hyesoon?" he asked which i never did, i shaked my head. "it is because you're just beginning to open your heart to someone that you couldn't even imagine you're dating that someone" gyuvin replied, which made sense.

"you're jumping into conclusions, what's the matter of rushing what you really feel?" he asked again, but maybe i'm just overthinking things that could lead to something risky especially i'm an idol.

"isn't it too risky to continue doing this?" i asked which he gave me a confused face, "i don't want zeroses to hate me" i said as he sighed. "i'm sure they will understand, and you're too young. so take ur time to decide on things, in fact you're not in that level yet." he replied.

i nodded as soon as he said that, him leaving before taking something with him before he closed my door. i'm too worried that my actions would lead to something that fans won't like me to start with. especially this type of thing.

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hyesoon's pov.

it's been 2 days, they're still not back home yet. maybe there's a change of plans? extending? hmm.. that sounds a little not good. i've been so lonely lately, i don't even have a friend to hang out with today.

maybe I'll just sleep the day.. but then suddenly, soon as i started walking inside the company- my phone rang. i'm still a little sad that i didn't look at the id, "hello?" i said as i picked up the call.

"hey," a familiar voice coming from my phone.. wait. yujin? "oh? yujin?" i asked as soon as it lifted my mood. "yeah? u sound sad right now. are u okay?" he asked, i sighed.

"it's been a little lonely. my members weren't here, perhaps.. they could have extended our comeback schedule." i said as i looked down at my feet, with my left hand in my pocket. "oh.. want me to accompany you today? i'm free." he suggested, i small smiled.