the new idol キ h.yujin

✩ 웄, O17

yujin's pov.

after the day i spend another time with hyesoon, i feel a lot more weirder. but as long as my heart doesn't beat, it's fine- but my heart beats all the time though.

argh, this is nonsense! very very nonsense, i should just ignore it. it is none of my business anyway, as long as i am alive, all things are alright. this is right term for that 🙂!

once that i got home, i went over to my room. washing up even though i feel so tired, yet today's a fun day. i unconsciously smiled when i thought of something happened earlier, it is about hyesoon's roar at the kids.

i realized what i did, so i went to take off that smile. "ahh, this is weird" i said to myself before going outside the bathroom to my room.

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hyesoon's pov.

i just arrived at my own apartment when i was still a trainee, i've been living here since i don't have any of the members yet in the dormitory. i smiled recalling the time i spent with some random kids around the arcade.

but through all that, i felt tired. i've used all of my energy with yujin earlier, so that's why. having fun with yujin like this is also.. nice, i didn't knew being an idol with free time hanging out with other idols would be this nice.

since when i joined the industry a lot of issues going on, especially 4th gen's issue with female and male idols. i sighed as soon as i flopped myself in the sofa

"today's a fun day. i'm curious what would happen to me next." i said to myself, as i got consumed by sadness ever since the moment i have shared the story. i may be a happy, positive member who always love to smile and make my unnie's happy.

but i'm actually the opposite, the one who hides everything. ever since i joined the industry before them, i have struggled and suffered a lot. sacrificing my childhood for my dream and passion, yet there's no important one's have appeared to see that.

i looked at the ceiling, my mind were empty. suddenly, an idea popped inside my mind. what if i produce my own solo album or song that can be dedicated for my parents? i smiled at the thought, and immediately went to grab my notebook and pen.

maybe this way, they'll know that i am already an idol. a famous one, but i doubt that they'll know about this. since my parent's were busy in work, but it is not impossible that they already knew that i debuted right?.. or have they..

before i continued my thought, my phone rang-it is an unknown number but i still decided to answer it. "hello?" i said but there's no answer, "soomin-ah" a familiar voice.

the voice i never.. heard for years. my eyes widened that it began tearing up, "mom?" i asked as she chuckled. "soomin-ah, i'm so proud of you. you did it!" she said as my tears continuously fell over my face, "mom, i missed you so much." i said as i sobbed.

"oh myy, are u crying," she asked while i sniffed, "don't cry. i'm so sorry for not contacting you for a lot of years. we have been restricted in using phones on duty" she continued. "but still.. i thought u have already abandoned me" i replied, which i can hear that she sighed and chuckling a little bit.

"why would we? we only have you. we've been watching you ever since, you look so pretty." she said which i sobbed more and more hardly, i never thought this day will come.

"i really want to see you.." i said as i can feel that she smiled while she's in the call, "we will see each other with dad, soon. i've been praying for that day" she replied, i smiled and calmed down my tears.

this day has finally gave me the happiness i have been wanting to, the day i never knew i would even have.