Undesirable Mate

Chapter 1

Allison pov

My mother holding me tight, running upstairs to the wardrobe. She opens it and putting me inside. Her hands shaking, " No matter what stay in here! I'll be back, I love you babygirl." She says while placing a kiss on my forehead and closing the door. I hear her footsteps fade, I hear the screams and people being slaughtered from outside. The smell of blood strong in the air. I hold my hands up to my nose trying to get rid of the smell.I don't remember passing out and I don't know what time it is. All I know is the screaming from outside has stopped. Completely silent, smell of blood is stronger than before. I make my way out the wardrobe, quietly making my way down the stairs. I make my way to my front door. To my surprise it isn't there, ripped from its hinges. As I walk in the open field all I see are bodies some in human forms others in wolf covered in blood some limbs scattered here and there. Further up I noticed the white dress my mother was wearing, I start walking faster, than take off running moving faster towards my mom.

"Mommy?", I sit on my knees shaking my mother.She doesn't answer her body covered in blood. Something catches my eye, in her hand she held her locket with pictures of her, dad and me. I grab it holding it tight, curling up by her. " your just tired right mommy?"

As I lay there with my mother I hear a growl than a twig snap, I sit up and look at the direction it came from to see a big Dark red wolf, missing an eye. It growls than charges towards me, seems to get faster and faster I continuously try to wake my mother up shaking and yelling at her to get up, tears streaming down my face. She doesn't awaken or move or say anything. I turn back toward the wolf, just as I do it hits me hard with its paw leaving a deep scratch mark on my side. I scream in pain and try's to get to my feet to run but it pounces on me pinning me to the ground. Snarling, foam coming out it mouth dripping on my face. It opens its mouth the smell of death hits my nose, I want to gag but scared out my mind it's sharp teeth gets closer and closer. And than just as it's about to sink it's teeth in me—-

" Beep!Beep!" I come flying out my bed covered in sweat, tears flowing down my face. Pulling my hands to my face whipping and covering my face. " Moon goddess not again! How many times must I live that terrible day again and again?!"

On top of that nightmare my chest feels like it's being ripped apart. " Bloody hell!" I say gripping my chest and curl up. " Fuck mates!"

Hi my name is Addison Rose, an omega of the Silver Moon pack. Yes I'm a werewolf and your probably wondering why I'm mad and in pain we'll easy, two words, my shitty mate. Well that was three words but who's counting right? If you don't know what mates are we'll let me give you a history lesson. First when a young werewolf comes of age which is 18 we meet our wolf. Secondly, once we've had our wolf we can sense our mate. Lastly the part y'all be dying to know!( not really) you meet your mate who the moon goddess pairs you with as a soulmate and once your 18 you can feel if there unfaithful and boy does it hurt like hell! Once yalls bond is one y'all can feel each other's emotions, pain, and thoughts.

I haven't meet my mate yet. Before I was 18 I was so excited to meet him but after my 18th birthday I changed my mind cause the constant pain I felt was torture. So I know as soon as I find that scumbag I'll reject him. Well enough of mate talking time to tell you about myself I guess. My life is pretty boring and basic. I lost my mom when I was 7 years old due to a rouge attack. My dad, he's the Beta of the Silver Moon pack. It's a small pack located in Minnesota. After two years dad decided to marry again to his second chance mate Kate who had a daughter named Emily who was a year younger than me from a previous marriage. I didn't like it at first but I saw how happy my father was so I was happy for him. A week of them moved in our home things changed they sweet personality shifted to hatred, disgust, and jealousy. When my father was away they'd mentally and physically abused me, Kate allowed Emily to bully me and spread rumors about me, even Kate herself would tell others how bad mannered and disrespectful I was to her and Emily .

-Flash Back-

And once my father got home from meetings and doing task as the beta of the pack should do. Kate brought Emily to him crying, fake tears falling down her face. They had told my father I was being mean to Chloe and keep bullying her. My father got upset with me and punished me, telling them he was sorry that I was just was getting use to everything and all the changes. I remember how hard I curled my little fist til they turned white and feel my nails digging in my palms. Hearing my father apologize to them and seeing my evil Step-mother and sister smirking seeing my father scolding me, but all I could do was hang my head, tears ready to fall. Soon after being scolded for a what seemed like hours, I ran upstairs to my room, locking the door and running to my bed sobbing clinching my pillow. That night I didn't eat and for the next two other nights after I didn't leave my room and didn't talk to no one. On the third night my dad knocked on my door and without thinking I got up from my bed and opened the door. As soon as my dad saw me he hugged me tightly, " Aww, my sweet girl!" And he looked at me with pity and guilt in his eyes. My eyes were red and puffy from crying, skin pale, and I've lost some weight from skipping meals. My father picked me up and sat me on the bed holding me, we sat in silence for almost 30 minutes until he spoke, " Sweetheart I know it's been difficult but please try, for me, to get along and be kind to Kate and Emily . Their family now."

I bite the inside of my cheek wanting to tell him all the things they've done to me and what they were saying were lies, but I just bite my cheek harder and nodded. My father smiled and kissed my forehead.

-End of flash back-

I set up from my bed and walked over to my closet grab some clothes, being an omega I'm not allowed to train with the other members of my pack but that does stop me from getting up early and sneaking over to the training ground to learn a few things from afar. I'm a quick learner and plus my father taught me some things. I get a pair of black leggings, sports bra and a hunter green hoodie and go to the bathroom and take a quick shower it's around 6:00am. After my shower I dress and brush my teeth while walking out the bathroom I go to my window and look out at the forest below and listen to the birds singing and smile. So peaceful.