Allison's pov
It had been three weeks since the banquet and I hadn't seen or heard of Blake which shocked me because the whole scene with Alpha Derek.
~ Flash Back ~
I ate the best I could with my stomach in knots and fear coursing through my body. Blake had removed his hand from my thigh 20 minutes ago I was thankful but still uneasy, the place his hand had sat still held his touch and warmth.
Dinner went by fast with a speeches from other packs congratulating and praising Blake and Michelle. I didn't care but because of the mate bond I felt jealous and anger in the pity of my stomach and I bit the inside of my cheek, out of reflex, stared at my hands in my lap and keep quiet, waiting for the night to end.
An hour of speeches and chatting, the large crowd slowly became smaller and smaller. It was maybe around 60 people left when I was lead back to my room by a maid and guard. I just followed, head lowered, eyes on the floor. A question nagging at me, was Blake going to come to my room tonight after everyone left? Beat or rape me again? The thought sent chills down my spine and making my throat tighten and dry.
The guard had left when we reached the room, leaving the maid and me. I was washed, dried and clothed, after the maid finished dressing me she left just like the guard silently as if they were never here. Once again It was just myself and I standing in a cold, silent room alone.
I laid on the bed, my stomach still in knots, my mind questioning and racing about if my door would be slammed open or ripped from its hinges, if I would be covered in bruises by early morning.
I don't know how long i stayed staring at my bedroom door, wrapped in my my covers curled up in a fetus position. When I was struck with feeling and pain I got when Blake was being an animal and like all, in his case he was balls deep in Michelle. A part of me was relieved cause this meant I wasn't going to see that monster to night, but my heart aches for the cry's of Chloe, the crys of the pain and feeling our mate hurting us. I hugged myself tighter, pulling the covers above my head, as darkness came and carried me away.
~ The Next Day~
It was around noon my body began feeling weird, hot, heavy and weak, leaving me to be stuck in bed, curled under the blankets.
" we're in heat.." all Chloe muttered before hiding in the back of my head.
She had been depressed for a while and I hated seeing her like this it broke me. But she was right from all the signs I was showing it had to be my heat. My chest tighten, a heat for a female werewolf was supposed to be special, where her and her mate bond and finalize their mate, we're their mate would take care of them. But here I was, alone, curled up in pain, no mate, well I did have a mate he is an asshole, and found it fun to abuse and torment me.
As I was lost in thought I didn't even notice the bedroom door being unlocked, open or closed. I didn't sense someone until I felt the bed sink in as if someone just sat on the bed and the feeling of someone hovering over me. Seconds later the covers were yanked off of me. I screamed at the sudden action, a hand quickly covered my mouth, my eyes widening in fear seeing Blake over me his body caging me from escaping. He leaned down licking his lips, bring his nose to where my neck and shoulder meet and inhaled my sent, send waves of pleasure and need through my body, the bond and heat was causing me to feel this way and I hated it.
He adjusted himself between my legs, nibbling and licking on my neck, groaning as he groped my boob. I want to push him away but my body heavy and weak wouldn't allow me, plus his rosy chocolate smell just grew and grew causing my head to spin and my version to blur. Pressing his lower body against me he groaned louder, making me shiver and let out a small moan.
Without warning he flipped me on my back, raised my hips in the air, pushing my night gown up. The sound of pants unzipping, he shoving my face in the sheets, wasting no time thrusting inside, I gasped, gripping the sheets, tears flooding my ear not because it hurt but because the pleasure I felt, I bit me lip cursing myself.
It's been what feels like hours of constant position changing, and him ramming into me over and over again. He's cummed multiple times, and I'm ashamed to say I have too.
He gripped my hair pulling me up where I'm holding myself up with my hands, he leans down," Fuck!" He slams into me again, " you feel so good!" His voice is shaky, breath hot on my neck, and his paste picks up more.
He pumps faster and harder, burying himself deep, knotting inside me. I grip the sheets, pain ripping through me unlike before. Releasing his seed in me, " your mine. Only mine!" He holds me tight rolling us on our sides, he falls asleep still inside me.
My tears soak the sheets, I can taste the blood on my tongue from biting my lip so hard. " what did I do to deserve this?" I say to myself letting the tears flow more.
I cried so hard I passed out.
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Undesirable Mate
Werewolf18+, werewolf, abuse, BDSM, Bullying " Fuck!" He slams into me again, " you feel so good!" His voice is shaky, breath hot on my neck, and his paste picks up more. He pumps faster and harder, burying himself deep, knotting inside me. I grip the she...