use yourself as a poison

Chapter One

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Chapter One He’s Dying

“Lolo, with your current physical condition, you may not be able to survive this winter.”

Yang Qian withdrew his hand on Bai Luo’s pulse, with an indescribable self-blame on his face, “Sorry, I can’t save you.”

“It’s okay, I already knew that.”

Bai Luo smiled at Yang Qian. Originally, he wanted to see Doctor Yang to see if his situation was possible. Is there any possibility of treatment?

It seems that it is really gone…

But being able to stay by Chi Yan’s side for five years is enough for him.

If you can’t survive it, you can’t survive it.

Anyway, his own death is just to make Chi Yan feel relaxed.

After all, forcing Chi Yan to have sex with a man, Chi Yan is also very troubled…

Bai Luo was the bodyguard bestowed upon King Rui Chiyan by His Majesty the current emperor. He said he was a bodyguard, but in fact his main task was not to protect Chiyan, but to detoxify Chiyan as a medicinal Gu.

To be more precise, he should be counted as a male favourite.

Chi Yan has been poisoned by Gu poison since he was a child, and his body has been extremely weak.

And Bai Luo is the medicine Gu specially cultivated for him.

Every time after intercourse with Chi Yan, the poison in Chi Yan’s body would be transmitted to Bai Luo’s body bit by bit.

This directly led to the healthier Chi Yan’s body became, and the worse Bai Luo’s health…

A smile appeared on Bai Luo’s face.

Now that he is about to die, Chi Yan should be able to recover soon…

He can finally realize his grand ambition.

You can also marry a wife and have children, and enjoy the family happiness.

how nice…

Isn’t this what I have always dreamed of?

However, there is still some sadness in my heart.

If possible, I really want to be by his side for the rest of my life…

Even if it’s just watching from a distance.

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After bidding farewell to Miracle Doctor Yang, Bai Luo walked slowly towards his own residence.

The weakness of his body made Bai Luo feel particularly chilly. He tightened the jacket that was draped over himself a little more.

His eyes turned to a big tree not far away, and the powerful wind and snow knocked down the leaves one by one…

Just like him, it will wither at any time.

In the dark room, Bai Luo sat there blankly, without even turning on a lamp.

Today is the day for His Majesty the Emperor to marry Chi Yan.

Chi Yan has been in love with the daughter of the prime minister’s mansion for a long time… He should be overjoyed to be able to get such a marriage proposal.

A bitter smile appeared on Bai Luo’s face.

Now he should be gone too.

I don’t know if this counts as retirement?

Bai Luo’s heart was full of self-mockery.

His Majesty the Emperor was kind, and he didn’t tell Chi Yan that he would die after he solved the Gu for him…

The purpose is to prevent Chi Yan from blaming himself.

And at times like this, he should leave quietly alone. Don’t let anyone know.

Bai Luo was slowly putting away the burden, and the bitter taste on his face became more intense.

The pain in the heart is getting stronger and stronger.

I really want to see that person again before I die…

However, at this moment, the door that was originally closed was suddenly opened.

All I saw was a young man in a red gown walking in.

“Why didn’t I see you in my room today?”

Bai Luo was a little stunned, he thought that Chi Yan went to visit the Prime Minister today, and he no longer needed himself.

But I didn’t expect that he would still come to me to find me.

Bai Luo felt indescribably happy.

Being able to see his beloved again before he died, Bai Luo felt that even if he were to die right now, it wouldn’t matter anymore.

“The subordinates thought that the prince would not return to the mansion today. Moreover, the prince’s health is already recovering. We will get married soon…”

Bai Luo didn’t finish his sentence, but his meaning couldn’t be more obvious. The prince no longer needs him.

Hearing such words, Chi Yan frowned suddenly.

It is true that he will get married soon, but this kind of thing should not be the concern of the little guard in front of him.

There was a hint of sarcasm in Chi Yan’s words.

“Whether I get married or not has anything to do with you? Bai Luo, or do you want to get some status from me? After all, you have served me for so many years, haven’t you?”

When Bai Luo heard such words, his complexion instantly turned pale, and he knew that he had touched the bottom line of the prince. He quickly got up and knelt down in front of the prince.

“The subordinates dare not.”

Chi Yan snorted coldly.

“It’s good to know. You still have to have some self-knowledge in life. You shouldn’t think about things that don’t belong to you.”