use yourself as a poison

chapter 10

Bai Luo himself didn’t know how he walked back.

　　All he knew was that he had angered Chi Yan and made Chi Yan furious.

　　Then chased him out of the room full of presents.

　　Bai Luo still had those beads he picked up in his hand.

　　Previously, the beads made of these beads were Bai Luo’s favorite thing in his life.

　　He thought that even if he died, he would take all these things into the grave…

　　But now, holding these things in his palm, he felt that these things were so hot.

　　It hurt his hands.

　　These things remind him all the time how humble he really is.

　　That’s right…

　　He was just the lowest guard in the first place.

　　How could he covet the high and mighty prince?

　　How can it be compared with the daughter of the prime minister’s mansion?

　　A lowly person like him is just a tool for healing to Chi Yan.

　　If Chi Yan didn’t need a medicine Gu, I’m afraid he wouldn’t be able to touch himself in this life… His

　　fingers seemed to be so hot that he couldn’t hold them tightly.

　　Those red beads fell to the ground one by one.

　　If it was normal, Bai Luo would definitely pick up those things impatiently.

　　After all, he cherishes what Chi Yan gave so much.

　　But now, he is still walking forward step by step…

　　just, with the falling of those things.

　　However, he also felt that his heart was being torn apart bit by bit, and then slowly peeling off…

　　His heart was almost incomplete…

　　When Bai Luo returned to his residence, Yang Qian had already been waiting there for a long time .

　　”Why did you come back so late?”

Yang Qian was still worried about Bai Luo’s body, seeing Bai Luo came back, he hurried over.

　　But Bai Luo’s expression looked very strange.

　　He walked forward blankly, but did not answer Yang Qian’s question.

　　Yang Qian frowned, and then pinched Bai Luo’s wrist.

　　”What about the string of beads?”

　　Yang Qian, as Bai Luo’s friend, naturally knew that it was Bai Luo’s most important treasure.

　　Bai Luo told him about the origin of the string of beads. At that time, his face was full of happiness.

　　It’s just a bunch of worthless gadgets, but he values ​​those things more than his life.

　　But now, he actually lost such an important thing.

　　Bai Luo’s eyes didn’t have a trace of expression.

　　He was still walking blankly.

　　Yang Qian looked at Bai Luo helplessly, thought for a while and walked to the kitchen.

　　When Yang Qian returned to Bai Luo’s room again, he was already holding a bowl of noodles in his hand.

　　”Before, I didn’t know when your birthday was. Now I’ve made it up for you.”

　　Yang Qian knew that Bai Luo didn’t have a birthday.

　　He was lonely all his life and had never been cared about by anyone.

　　So when Chi Yan was in the valley of genius  doctors, he remembered Chi Yan for being so kind to him for so long.

　　But it was Bai Luo’s birthday, and he gave him a string of beads. Bai Luo also regarded that thing as a treasure.

　　Although I don’t know why Bai Luo lost the string of beads.

　　But Yang Qian guessed that Chi Yan must have done it again.

　　Isn’t it just a birthday gift?

　　You can also send it yourself.

　　”Bai Luo, although your birthday has passed, I still want to make it up for you. This bowl of Longevity Noodles is for you.” At this moment,

　　Bai Luo’s lifeless eyes finally became a little weaker. Light.

　　He didn’t expect Yang Qian to say such a thing to himself.

　　Birthday…

　　Longevity Noodles…

He froze for a moment.

　　Yang Qian didn’t think too much when he ordered the Longevity Noodles, but now seeing Bai Luo froze for a moment, he suddenly felt bad.

　　Bai Luo is near the end of his life, and this longevity noodles are simply mocking him.

　　”I’m sorry…”

　　Yang Qian wanted to take the bowl of noodles away, but Bai Luo stopped him.

　　”You don’t need to take it away…Yang Qian thank you.”

　　Bai Luo looked at the bowl of noodles in front of him and started to eat it.

His eye circles had turned red.

　　Bai Luo has never had a birthday, and naturally he has never eaten longevity noodles…

　　At this moment when he suddenly saw this bowl of noodles, he was taken aback for a moment.

　　He never thought that he could still eat such a bowl of noodles in his life…

　　Bai Luo felt that he was not so indifferent.

　　Seeing that Bai Luo didn’t mind, Yang Qian finally breathed a sigh of relief.

　　He has known Bai Luo for so long, he has already regarded Bai Luo as his younger brother.

　　”I hope a miracle can happen. I can find a way to heal you. Let you live for a long time.

　　After eating this bowl of longevity noodles, everything will be fine.

　　You will not die so soon, you will live well ”

　　Bai Luo nodded vigorously, a smile finally appeared on the corner of his mouth.

　　Yang Qian stood up and rubbed Bai Luo’s head.

　　There seemed to be harmony between the two.

　　However, she didn’t notice that not far away, there was a man standing there, staring at this scene deeply, his eyes were full of darkness.