My Roller Coster

Over again

Well I want to finish this story as soon as possible!! I want to do. Niall horan one!! Okay now read:)

Zayn's P.O.V

I was torn. I was sad. I don't know what to do. I walked to my car and drove back home. I opened it I saw that all my things were already transferred from the hotel to my flat. "Hey" Harry said while being on his phone. "Harry what are you doing here?!" I said. "Well chill! I just came by to see what's sup?" He said with a smile. I was mad and sad but some how Harold cheered me up. I looked at him with a sad expression. "Okay your sad come tell Papa Harold." He said while patting the seat next to him. I sat next to him and looked at him in the eye.

"She....is pregenet. She has a home with her boyfriend. They has dog. Her boyfriend has a good job. She studies while being at home. She already is starting a family. I can't destroy that...I can't. Liam said she loved me. But no she has a little bit of feelings for me but they aren't strong. I don't know if I Can still live. I don't know what to do. Nothing makes me happy anymore Nothing!!" I yelled. "Wait jade right?" He asked. I rolled my eyes and hit Harry with a pillow.

"I am being serious....I am just torn. I am useless."'I spilled. I looked at the ground. "Um well my female's friend has a single sister maybe you are interested in her." He said. I hit him again with the pillow. "What?!" He complained. "Nothing I just wanted to do that and sure I guess I will go." I said. Harry laughed. Someone knocked. I went to get it. "Hey guys hey!" Louis said with Eleanor holding his hand. "Hi Louis." I said. "Eleanor." I said. "Zayn."El said. I smiled. "Boo-Bear!" Harry said then gave Louis a hug. "Hey curly." Louis said. They hugged each other for awhile. "Zayn's getting jealous." Louis mumbled. Harry then pulled me in the hug. I love these boys more then I love life. They are the reason I am alive and breathing. Harry and Louis kissed my cheeks then went to sit down. "Oh wait I want some food." Louis protested. "Go get the queen food!" Louis ordered. We laughed. "Nope sorry I am too tired." I said. "Fine peasant me and Harold will go." Louis said. "El bebez you coming?" He asked elanor. She shook her head then played with her hair. Then Harry and Louis left. "So." I said trying to cut the awkwardness. El just looked at me. God damn she was pretty. Then I saw Jade's face. I leaned in and kissed jade. "I missed you." I whispered . "I missed you to." She whispered to. Then I opened my eyes and saw Eleanor. "Shit! Fuck! Oh no! I am sorry! I thought you were Jade and I" "It's okay." She said simply. God Louis is going to kill me. "Can I ask you something?" El asked innocently. "You just did." I joked. We laughed. "No seriously...do you miss me?" She asked. "What do you mean?" I asked. "Do you have feelings for me?" El asked. "I....Don't know...That summer was the best ever. I loved it. But something changed. So I don't think I love you anymore." I said simply.

It's hard to tell the person you used to love with all your heart that you don't love them anymore. It's so hard.

"Oh..."she said. "Eleanor....I loved you. I really did but I Found Perrie and -" "it's okay I understand." She said. I nodded. Eleanor was pretty. She was beautiful. She had some really pretty lips they were so real. Like just beautiful. Her eyes. Like mine only much much more prettier. "El do you miss me." I asked. She shook her head.

Eleanor P.O.V

"Do you miss me?" He asked. I shook my head. I just lied. I miss him so much. I love Louis I a lot. But sometimes I need someone who listens to me. Zayn always listened to me. Louis is a talker. I love Louis a lot but sometimes I want Zayn. "Oh." Zayn said in disappointed. "Remember when I dropped my sun glasses in this roller coster and I got in this huge fight with the people."Zayn said while playing with his fingers. I laughed. "Yea and when you tripped down a hill and rolled all the way down and your pants fell off!"I reminded. "That wasn't funny." He said serious. "I am kidding." He said then laughed with me. We cached our breathes and just got quiet. "So you and jade?" I asked. He shrugged. "She isn't mine anymore" he said while looking at the ground. Depressed. "Sorry." "Don't be it was all my fault...I should of not hurt her." He said sadly. "Oh." I said simply. "Yea. She is having a baby she has a boyfriend and they are like a family. I can't destroy that." Zayn said.