My Roller Coster

I Wish

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Jade'a P.O.V

"Sorry...Zayn...I-I am taken." I said slowly to Zayn. "What do you mean?" Zayn asked as he looked in to my eyes. "I am with someone and we live together and I." I said. I didn't want him to know the pregnet part. "You what?" Zayn asked. I could see sadness in his face. "I-I can't tell you I dont want to hurt you." I saidZ

He fake chuckled. "Well don't you think I am already hurt? I am! I hate my life. There is no meaning in it! Jade tell me!" He yelled. We were in public but since he had sunglasses a hat and a hoodie it didnt even notice it was Zayn. "Zayn.....I am.....pregenet." I said.

Zayn's P.O.V

"Zayn......I am.....pregenet." Jade said. I didn't know what to say but I had a huge question. "Is it mine?" I asked. She shook her head and a tear came down her skin. "Then who's is it?" I asked. "Alex's" she answered. "That's....great." I said. I had so many mixed emotions. Sad.Mad.Confused.Lonly. Everything expect Happy. "Zayn I...-" jade was about to talk but I cut her off.

"Do you still love me?" I asked her.

She shrugged. "Do you?" I asked her getting annoyed with the fact she doesn't answer. I looked around and I carried her. "Zayn let me down!" She yelled. I took her to my hotel room. The lads weren't here good. I let her down. "Now answer do you still love me?" I asked with anger. "I don't know." She whispered. "Do you miss this?" I kissed her. She kissed back. I missed her lips.I missed her. I could tell she missed it too. She smiled as we kissed. She then backed off. She slapped me. Hard. "No I don't." She said and began to walk out of the room but I ran to her. "Just answer my question!"I yelled.

"Zayn I....don't. I love Alex. He isn't as over protective as you. He has time for me. He loves me and I love him back." Jade said.

"I can tell you are lying." I said. "I am not." She said with a serious face and serious tone. "Don't you miss this." I said and I hugged her like the way we used to. "Don't you miss when we talked at night? Those games we played? When we pranked people? When I used to tickle you and to touch you and tried to make you believe that it was a ghost? When we stayed at home watching movies,talking and cuddling and called that a date? Don't you miss it? Does Your great Alex do that to you? Does he?!" I yelled. She just cried. She just shook her head. "But he doesn't hurt me...or....doesn't trust me." She said. "That was one time and I trusted you not the other guys." I said. "I must go." "No stay." I asked. She shook her head. I just slowly pushed her against the wall and kissed her. "Please stay." I said between kiss. She just pushed me and just walked away. I don't know how to flirt or romantic like I used to.

Jade's P.O.V

I walked away. Okay yes Alex doesn't do what Zayn used to do. Just he doesn't get worried if I hang out with the opposite gender. I arrived my flat and damn it I forgot my food. I just laid down in my bed. I just rubbed my stomach.. I fell asleep.

"Jade wake up." Alex said. "Jade wake up now." Alex said. I punched him like i did to Zayn. "Damn Jade! You know that's me bad arm!" He yelled. "I...am sorry." I said. I rubbed my eyes. Tokyo started to lick me face. "I am sorry for yelling." Alex apologized. I shrugged. "So could you make me some food please?" He asked. I nodded. I went to make him food. 1 hours later. "Alex food is ready!" I yelled. I heard his food steps and he came downstairs. "Yum thanks hun." He said. I nodded and gave him food. I sat down and just watched him eat. "Are you sure you don't want me to hire a maid?" He asked. I shook my head. "Hey what's that on your neck?" He asked. I couldn't look at my neck. "What's wrong?" I asked. "It looks like...a love bite." He said. Damn you Zayn! "Oh well maybe you gave it to me." I said. "Maybe?" He said confused. I just nodded. Alex has changed. He acts like an adult. I mean yeah we are but he is only 22 I am 20 we should have fun. But I understand. 15 min later he was done. "Babe I am going to a friend's house...okay? Be back by 11:00." He said. "Can I go?" I asked. He shook his head and left. He always does this always. So I went to the mall. Again I bumped into some one. Luckily it wasn't Zayn it was someone very very close to Zayn. Liam.Liam Payne. With Danielle Peazer. "Omg hey!" Danielle greeted me. Ever since the break up I haven't seen them. "Hi." I said. We talked for some minutes then They begged me to take them to my flat. We arrived my flat and Tokyo greeted them. "Hi! What's your name?" Liam played with Tokyo in they living room while me and dani talked in my room. "So you and Zayn?" She asked sitting on my bed. "I saw him today. He looked very different. We talked...and well he told me that he wants me and well you know." I said playing with my fingers. "Zayn he isn't himself no more. He really loves you did you know he almost tried killing himself?" She said. When she said I almost wanted to jump off a cliff and I don't know...that killed me. My life. What have I done with my life! Zayn he needs me! "What how what happened?" I asked. "He tried doing these drugs that could kill you like right away but luckily Niall found him fast and well yeah." She said. I began to cry. "Dani I don't know what i did with my life. Zayn I loved him. Zayn was my everything. I just ruined it." I said. "No no you didn't."she tried calming me down. "Jade why don't you go back with him?" Liam said. He came out of no where. "I am having a baby....and it isn't his." I said. "So Zayn will take care of him." Liam said. "I don't know." I said. We talked more and more. Until it was 10:00 Alex arrived. "Babe I am home!" Alex yelled. He was drunk. "Hey who are you guys?" He asked. "Do you need help?" Liam asked me. I nodded. Dani and Liam carried him to my room and layed him down. We went to the living room "thanks." I said. "Welcome well we should go...bye jade take care." Liam said and gave me a hug. "Bye hun. Take care. I will call you." She said. Then gave me a hug then they both left. I decided to sleep on on the couch while watching T.V.

Zayn's P.O.V

I was sitting down in my couch no shirt on and just thinking. Then I heard someone come in. "Zayn it's me." Liam said. "Hi." I said simply. He sat down next to me. "I bumped into Jade." He said. Then that's when I payed attention. "What she say?" I asked. "She still loves you Zayn! She wants you she is just scared about the baby and she loves you she wants to be with you but she doesn't know how to. She loves you still." He told me. "Really?" I asked. He nodded like an adorable puppy. I felt happy. "Just go to her." Liam said. I nodded and I was going to stand up. "She is sleeping you silly donut." Liam said. Oh. "Oh." Liam went to my room to get some pajamas. I went to my room to sleep. Liam didnt feel like going to his flat so he stayed with me. "Goodnight Liam" "good night Zayn.". I smelt cologne. "Ugh Liam you put to much cologne on." I said. "Oh now you know how I felt when you put a lot on." Liam said. I chuckled and fell asleep.

Jade's P.O.V

"Babe wake up." Alex whispered in my ear. I woke up. Alex hugged me tight. "Babe I am so sorry I didn't mean it....I was so stressed out and I just needed some drinks but I promise babe it won't happen anymore." He said. I nodded. "It's okay." I said. Them he gave me a kiss on the cheek. "Well let's eat." He said. "I made breakfast." "Oh that's so sweet." I said. We ate and talked. "So today since its Saturday I wanted to ask you if you wanted to go to a restaurant and eat. Just the two of us." He said while eating. "Oh um sure yea I would love too! Is it very fancy? Cause if it is I am not going." I joked. He laughed. "No babe I picked it perfectly for you." He said. "Great then I will def go." I said. He laughed. "Okay well I must go to my job now...my dad never makes me go to work on Saturdays but oh well." He said. "Yea." I said simply. I walked him outside. "Bye babe." He said and gave me a kiss. I kissed back of course. "Bye baby....take care of you mum." He said as he rubbed my belly. I laughed. He was about to walk away. But I stopped him. I then gave him another kiss. He then cupped my face with his hands. "I love you. You are my everything." He whispered then pecked my lips. Then we kissed again and I smiled as we did. Then he left. I went back inside my house and just listen to Ed sheeran while reading.

Zayn's P.O.V

"Wake up Zayn." Liam whispered in my ear. "No." I said. "Fine then Jade can wait." Liam said. I got up and changed. I got myself prepared. I looked at myself in the mirror. "You look fine." Liam said. "Sure?" I said sarcastically. Liam laughed he was laid down in my bed. Liam asked Dani to send me the address and I looked for the house. I hid my car somewhere and just went to the house. Well wow it was big and pretty it was like for a family. I hid in the bushes cause I heard someone come out and it was jade with...Alex.

"Bye babe." Alex said and kissed jade. She kissed back of course. He then rubbed Jade's belly said "Bye baby take care of your mum." He said. Jade laughed. He is so stupid fetuses can't take care of their mums! Alex walked away but jade stopped him and kissed him more. Alex then cupped her face and told her "I love you you are my everything." He whispered it but I could hear it. He then pecked her lips and walked away. It was reminding me of something. Their love was reminding me of something. They were like a young happy couple. Like....a family. I can't destroy that. Maybe Liam was wrong....Jade doesn't love me she just has a little bit of feelings for me. I saw jade close the door and she went inside. She doesn't love me she does love Alex. She was telling the truth. I should just give up.....

Well I am proud to announce that this is the last chapter..... Well thanks you to everyone that read it:) this is it. See not all stories have happy endings:( okay well bye and thanks to everyone who read it and voted!!

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