Theeradha kaadhal theeyaga modha......

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After a very long time, Shiva tried to release her. But Madhu held his hands in place.

Venaam inum konja neram ipdiye irukalaam. Please please she pleaded which melts his heart.

Seri ma.

Shiva hugged her little tight and started speaking.

Ena ma ena aachu? Edha yosichitu iruka?

Onum ila.

Seri nee solla venaam. Ipdi nikkaradhu kuluruku nalla edhama iruku la?

Manasukum edhama dhaan iruku.

Apo inime ipdi nee una mattum kattipudichitu nikkama naa enga irundhaalum parava ila evalo mukkiyamaana velai la irundhaalum paravaila vandhu enayum sethu kattipudichitu ninnu.

Hmm.

After few minutes,

Seri pani eranga aarambikudhu ma vaa keela polaam.

Hmm.

Both went down and laid on their respective cots and slept. Days started roll happily, few weeks passed. They didn't miss a second to spend time with each other. In all weekends, they didn't go anywhere, they spent their quality time with each other seeking their warmth. One fine Friday night, after their dinner both laid on their cots.

Shiva knows something is bothering her these days but why is she not opening up to him. He was involved in his thoughts while she was tossing and turning in the bed. His thoughts was disturbed by her.

Ena ma ena aachu?

Thookam varala..

Seri va engayum veliya polaam naaliku leave dhaana konjam tired aana thungeeduva.

Inerathuku enge poga? Adhellam venaam.

Nee va nama engayaachum polaam.

Huhum venaam.

Seri edha movie paakalama?

Venaam.

Apro ena pannalaam ?

Enaku ungalta konja neram pesanum aana enge irundhu aarambika epdi pesa nu therla.

Seri nee adha ipo solla venaam suppose adhu oru kelvi ah irundha unaku ena answer venumo adhaan answer nu nenachiko. Summa edhayaachum yosichikite irukaadha ma. Relax aagu.

Ila idhu namala pathi. Idha mattum dhaan yosanai ah iruku enaku.

Namaku ena life Nala dhaana iruku unaku idhu pidikalaya?

Ila naama life nalla ila.

His face fell he sat up and looked her with Atmost hurt in his eyes. Because he knows that these days she tried to understand him, she got attached with him. He loved the way she was trying to get close to him. These days gave them a comfortable closeness but what she said broke him completely.

Ena ma solre? Ean naan una romba kasta paduthren ah? Pesaama nama ila nee un veetukae poidriya? Wfh vena vaangikalam la un office la ilati kuda konjam dhaan kastam 2 bus maaruna nee straight ah office ku vandharlaam la. Ilana naanaae kuda driver podava car la vara maari. Ila....

Madhu hopped from her bed and hugged him suddenly which made him pause and hold her waist on one hand and balance their weight on the other hand to prevent from stumbling. Fresh tears started to flow from her eyes which literally pierced his heart. He couldn't understand what was going between them.

Ma..Madh...uu

Idhaan en pirachanai ae why are you being this nice to me? You did everything for me and still doing and enaku purinjirchu lifelong you will be the same nu. Aana naan ungalku idhu Vara oru nalla wife ah irundhadhae ila. Naan ean ilanum enaku therila. I'm just dumb .. dumb to the hell. Enmela ivalo paasam vachiruka ungalku enala endha oru happiness um ila I'm sick I'm sick of me. I don't ever deserve you. Naan poren.. idhuku mela ungala kasta padutha venaam