About Me(I Might Do Trigger Warnings)

vent(?)

Voice.

I hate my voice...i wish i couldn't talk.. because when I talk i make people mad. i need to just shut the fuck up, I'm scared that I'm annoying everyone....am i? I sound to feminine i hate it.

Loud.

It's to fucking loud... Every time I hear someone shouting I want to cry i flinch when someone slightly raises their tone...I'm scared of loud noises, I'm to fucking sensitive.

Body.

I hate it. I look to feminine I...I know I'm still questioning but, I still fucking hate it I want a flat stomach small thighs a more flat chest

Smoke.

I do smoke! I like smoking...I like the burn, I like how the smoke makes me tear up it feels nice...I shouldn't even be smoking I'm 13!! For fucks sake.....god, I want a cigarette.

Editor Alex here!!
Just wanted to say there is nothing to worry about, I am ok! I love my two mum's and they love to death, I will keep editing this or should I make a part 2?

I'm scared

I know I don't actually know these people but it still makes me scared or sad when they go because.... I had fun talking to them and I thought I might get to know them more... DumpsterfireLovers DumpstefireRomance and many more, including some of my irl friends.. I'm so scared of when their done.