Smoke./2
I like how it burns my tongue, I like when the cigarette gets small it starts to burns my fingers a little. I should start inhaling the smoke sometimes, but..it goes make me choke a little..
Shouting.
It makes me want to cry I to SCREAM back but I'm to scared, sometimes when I get shouted at I want to grab the scissors from my pencil case I know they are not Sharp, the marks go away in a few hours...thank god.
Friends...
I feel like they don't like me...like I'm annoying them, I know they don't think that..right? Only one of my friends know I smoke she gets me the cigarettes and lighter, she snuck alcohol out of the pub she works at(she's 17) for me to try, it tasted like shit, but I kinda liked it. But before that I once find a bottle of vodka flavored alcohol it was sweet. But thankfully I didn't get drunk just a little wobbly.
Hi! Editor Alex here! Again I am ok I rarely get shouted at (and I I'm fine I promise!!) and about the friends bit I'm just being a normal teen-ager (my two mum's don't know but it's fine, I love them to death, and they love me to death as well!❤️) love you all!!❤️❤️/p /I probably will be editing this more\
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Random⚠️TW⚠️: Self-harm. Smoking Alcohol Swearing Derealization(?) Self-esteem issues Sensitive subjects (?) A bit of NSFW(art) LOVE YOU ALL💕💕/P
