MINE

I Can't Do This ‼️

ARIANNA'S POV

It's been 2 years now and I thought maybe Terrance would change. But nope he's still being his smug son of a bitch self. Why am I not surprised I knew I was taking my chances on a man that was broken. Why do I love this broken man so much? Do I really love this broken man or do I really just hate myself is what I wonder these days. Terrance and I have been together married as a couple for 2 years and I can admit I'm not the Arianna I used to be. Most days I find myself inebriated or under the influence of what ever Pharmaceutical drug I can get my hands on. What have I done to myself waking up fighting everday self medicating myself to endure the pain of Terrance's next blow it's become a cycle and I must admit I am SICK AND TIRED OF IT I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. It's time for me to stand up!

Now sitting in the car arguing and fighting with Terrance about some random man that decided to compliment me I Rolled my eyes.

"Does this shit not ever get old with you huh ? Every fucking day you finding a reason to put your hands on me or beef with me and this not what I expected our marriage to be so if you could just shut the fuck up drive the car and take me home that would be nice!" I snapped back instantly not caring at this point.

I know what you're thinking this girl is insane has she not gotten enough broken limbs and black eyes for opening her big ass mouth? Well you're right I have but it's time for me to do something for me and that's standing up for myself ! I let his father play in my face and here I am sitting letting his son do the same and I'm tired this is not who I am. At one point in time I loved myself I mean everything about me but today I question who I am, the things I want, what is okay and what is not okay but not today if he wants to fight bring it on GIVE ME EVERYTHING YOU GOT NOTHING WILL BREAK ME ANY LONGER!

TERRANCE'S POV

Now pulling the car in the driveway my head was spinning hearing Arianna talk to me like she fucking stupid is this bitch crazy it's obvious she wants war and today I'll give it to her I promise you.

As the car stop I reached over instantly punching Arianna in her face quickly grabbing a hold of her shirt holding tightly to it making her stare into my eyes I spoke out intensely.

"This what you want to do today Arianna huh?" I huffed at her.

As Arianna jerked her body out of my grip getting out of the car instantly huffing she yelled out storming into the house.

"STOP! DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME TERRANCE!" Arianna yelled at the top of her lungs storming inside with Me right on her ass.

"DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME WHEN I'M TALKING TO YOU BITCH!" Yanking Arianna back beginning to choke her staring her dead in the eyes I leaned in talking storming in her ear.

"You ain't going now where do you hear me!?, We in this till death do us part and I ain't dead yet ! And the only way you leaving me is in a box UNDERSTOOD!?" I snapped at her.

As she blacked out I released her neck letting her drop to the floor. While everything seemed to go black all Arianna could do was think about was why did she let this happen to her... and why did she love this man so much?

ARIANNA'S POV

There I lay unconscious yet again another day for defending myself. Defending my pride, loving me, choosing me is it really so bad? NO! I don't think so it's time girl save yourself is all that played through my mind on that floor. GET UP GIRL IT'S TIME TO GO ! Is what I could hear my body mind and spirit telling Me. Yes you love this man but is it really worth risking your life for someone else's. No! I gotta get out of here something's not right this is not right ! RUN!

Quickly bringing my body back to consciousness I made the choice. Looking around I silently got up off the floor knowing that Terrance was back upstairs I could hear him now lighting a blunt. I smelled the aroma coming down the stairs. As I quietly make my way to the kitchen grabbing a set of the car keys from the key rack all I could think was please don't let him hear you as I tip toe my way back over to my purse I held myself together still feeling a bit dizzy from passing out. I quickly grabbed my purse easing my way out of the door. What felt like a the scariest seconds of my life. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest. I could hear my breath in my ears as if I just gone through an Asthma attack.

I wasted no time I rushed running over to the car quickly sticking the keys into the door unlocking the car rushing inside locking the door quickly starting it. My whole body shake all over as I glanced up I could see Terrance stand in the Bedroom window staring down at me with the evilest smirk as he laughed a little. As he placed the backwood up to his mouth he just smirked at me with the most devilish eyes I could imagine. Backing out of the driveway I sped off not knowing where I was going. I exhaled in relief I'm free is all I could feel I'm free...

TERRANCE'S POV

"I saw youuu" I smirked as I watched Arianna pull off in the car.

"I SAW YOU, YOU FUCKING BITCH!" I huffed punching my fist into the window busting the glass sending my hand into pulsating pool of blood.

But asked me did I care about any of that shit huh? Did I care about my throbbing hand no all I can think about is I SAW YOU BITCH! SO SHE THINK SHE GONE LEAVE ME AND I'M JUST GONE LET THIS SHIT GO?! she's my MUTHAFUCKING WIFE and she thinks she just gone walk out on me so easy like that..?! Nah I got you wifey ! Arianna you're coming back home to me babygirl cause I will find you..

———————————————————————————

About to flood post the chapters for you guys 🫢‼️ let me know are you prepared for what's next it's gonna be a mind blowing experience