Dear Cupid

You keep giving me love but I just can't get it

My heart is numb, but I'm still Committed

I'm trying to be socially normal and fit in

But love just seems so contradicting

How am I supposed to feel safe in a relationship?

When half of the feeling's others mention

I just can't relate to it

And my shoes weren't meant for running

So, I'm not chasing it

But I can't lie, if it just so happens to find me, I'm embracing it

I'm asking that if love really exist to come and get me

Oh, but love, you'll actually have to convince me

Because I've seen you black eyes and be stingy

But I've seen love so unbelievable somebody pinch

Saying I love you just feels so cliche

Am I supposed to wake up feeling this way every day?

Would I have second thoughts and feel this is just a waste?

Or have endless replays on why I fell in love in the first place?

Can I love the same person forever or do I have to be taught a lesson?

I'm not looking for perfection but if love finds me without affection

I'm serving Cupid a lifetime order of protection

Sincerely,
B