song: maniac-conan gray
ariana pov
"i'm telling you guys she's like obsessed with me or something." i told my group of friends. we were currently at a bar.
"didn't you cheat on her?" victoria asked me.
"yeah. she was way too clingy. i didn't like that." i said.
"look ari, i get that she was clingy but is that really a reason to cheat on someone? i mean you guys really loved each other." courtney said.
"i loved her in the beginning but then she started getting jealous and shit and it turned me off a lot." i told them.
"i guess some people just aren't made for each other." i shrugged. they nodded.
we stayed at the bar for a few more hours before we decided to go home. i was drunk off my ass. i called my driver and within 10 minutes he was there.
"where to miss?" my driver asked as i got into the luxurious car.
"to y/n's." i sighed out looking at my phone. i don't know what im doing there but i just felt the need to come over.
my driver nodded his head and drove off. as he was driving i was in my head. what if she didn't want me there? what if she didn't accept my apology? all these what ifs popped up in my head. i was overthinking.
the stop of the car and my driver telling me we're here shook me out of my thoughts. i thanked him and as i got out the car i fixed myself to look presentable. my driver sped of and i was left alone.
once i gained the courage to knock on the door i did just that. i knocked a few times before the door opened and revealed a very groggy y/n.
"ariana? whatchu doin here?" she rubbed her eyes.
"i just wanted to see you. can i come in?" i asked.
"yea sure i guess." she sighed and opened the door fully for me to come in. i went inside and walked into the living room.
i sat down on the couch while y/n stayed standing.
"what're you doin here ariana? foreal." y/n asked. i sighed. here we go.
"well i wanted to apologize. for everything." i said to the woman in front of me.
"everything huh. you mean for not only cheating on me but manipulating me and gaslighting me telling me it's my fault and that i should've never been too clingy?" she scoffed.
"i didn't mean to hurt you. i made a mistake. i'm so sorry. lemme make it up to you." i said. she only scoffed once again.
"if this is your way of getting me back it's not gonna work." she crossed her arms, furrowing her eyebrows. i just hung my head low.
"im sorry y/n. is there anything i can do?" i asked hopefully. she shook her head.
"can i stay over? i'm drunk and don't have a ride." i asked with hopeful eyes.
she just sighed.
"fuck." i heard her mumble.
"yeah whatever. just take my bed and i'll take the couch." she said.
"no you don't have to take the couch. it's your bed you should be able to sleep in it." i said feeling bad.
"it's fine ari." she said letting the nickname slip.
"okay if you say so." i went to her room and peeled back the duvet. i climbed in bed and rested my head against the cool soft pillow. i sighed. it smelled like y/n. god i missed her so much.
i inhaled her scent and soon started drifting off to sleep.
as i'm drifting off i feel a dip in the bed. i hear y/n sigh softly. i then feel her stroke my head.
"you know i can't stay mad at you long. you're my biggest weakness. i love you and sweet dreams." she kissed the crown of my head and cuddled up next to me. i inwardly smile. i knew she'd come around sooner or later. now i just have to ask for another chance.
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a/n: send requests plz im running out of ideas😭