Just fucking leave me alone!,
Leave me to sleep if I'm sleeping,
Leave me to groan and to moan,
Who gives a fuck if I'm weeping!? ,
Just leave me alone in my home.
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I don't need people wanting around me!,
I don't care if your feeling alone,
Never do I ever get to sleep soundly,
Not even in my own goddamn home!,
Just leave me the fuck alone!.
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It's bad enough my beds not my own,
Even worse listening to monotonous tone,
You've no idea of the pain I'm feeling!,
You don't 'cause,
Never do I ever moan!.
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But enough is enough and I've had it!,
You've drained me right to the bone,
Now I just want to be lonely,
Sort yourselves out,
And leave me the fuck alone!.
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I will disappear one day,
And I mean it!!,
I'll be gone and no answer be found,
You invade the space that I'm needing,
Fill my ears with conspicable sound.
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Your free to do whatever you want!,
On different plains we are,
You and I,
Keep confusing my needs with your wants,
Just leave me alone and to die!.
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Working cause workings a must do!,
Need money to pay for this shit,
Sleep is a fucking must too!,
Not catnaps,
In a two seater chair pit.
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Constant backache a major issue,
No chance to stretch,
To layout and relax,
Your nights are my daytimes also,
This is truth real issues the facts!.
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I want to be alone forever!,
Don't need people,
People certainly don't need me!,
Want my freedom to do whatever!?,
Want me time to be about me.
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My hearts dead now,
And I'm stone cold sober,
Drugs to ease pain rattle within me,
One to many I'm thinking of taking,
One to many and I'll be free.
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Give it a week and I'll be forgotten,
Give a year and my existence not known,
After a decade not even a memory,
All be left will be,
These witterings and moans.
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So please just leave me alone!,
Go away! vamoose! disappear! ,
To much shit to process in one lifetime,
Patience ran so thin,
There's nothing left here!.
R. M. Power.
