Shattered Origins: Aurics POV - DISCONTINUED

Making Amends with Light... -Ep. 15

I teleported in shaking feeling nothing but fear. I couldn't breathe, I just needed to sit down. As I looked up I saw a ripped tent with a weird looking over-view of a tent, I sat, and pondered. After a bit Light teleported in... he seemed- worried. I looked up at him.
"Auric..?" He asked, "Are you okay?"
I explained to him, everything of which I saw within the darkness...
"I was.. back in the yellow camp, and it was completely overrun by darkness- nightmare was there- he-he forced me to follow him somehow. Then he went on to say how... Owen probably hates me because of the darkness. Next thing I know- I was infront of Owen-he told me- he hated... me straight to by face- he ...told me I should have stayed in the darkness- he told me- he told me that... I would amount to nothing... I-I turned around and-I was- holding my scythe out to to Anthony. I... don't know why-but I was forced to kill him- a-afterwards I-i think I fainted somehow? in my nightmare? And.. ended up being in the lab- I was outside before.. um.. I ended up being in the lab. You told me to stand... um... you...thought I killed Anthony on purpose. You stabbed me and... I eventually woke up from there.."
Light tired to comfort me and it helped a bit but it didn't take away the fact that I had hurt them. I blamed myself entirely... this wasn't fair- they don't deserve to have such a crushing weight on them. But... why does this all feel so... familiar. Almost like- it's happened before. Why is it all so familiar? Why can't I remember.

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"BUT WHAT IF THEY ARE RIGHT!? WHAT IF IM JUST MENT TO BE SOME EVIL-" I snapped at Light.
"Destiny isn't set in stone." Light started.

Something on in me wanted to hit him. Wanted to slap him. But I didn't. It took a bit longer for Light to calm me down but he assured me he wouldn't leave me... I hope he keeps up his word.

Therapy showed up and he helped quite a bit... we also found some notes from- Seer... who's- who's Seer? I saw- S̶o̶l̶a̶c̶e̶ Therapy tense up at the name. Light started to talk about Melo- Melancholy. And we eventually went back to the refuge...