high school kids || johnnie gilbert fan fic

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navy's pov

It was the next day and me and johnnie planned to hang out

navy "so what did you wanna do?"

johnnie "oh idc maybe js like hang out at the park?"

navy "yea sure meet outside mine?"

johnnie "yea"

I honestly had not a single reason to get out of bed today in fact I hadn't planned on it. my mom was away on a business trip like always so it didn't matter if I got out of bed or really did anything, once a month if she wasn't home, she would send me $500 to spend of food. I decided it was enough just laying in my bed doing nothing, so I got up grabbed a pair of black skinny jeans a black tee and a grey hoodie that my friend gave me.

johnnie "on the way"

navy "kay see ya"

it took everything in me to not cancel on him and say "oh sorry I don't feel well" or something but I'm the type of person that will suffer in silence and not tell anyone about how I feel but I could tell that johnnie needed a reason to get out of bed too, so I grabbed my bag than walked out the door and sat on my porch waiting for johnnie. after about five minutes later I hear a voice "hey navy" he smiled "hey johnnie" I said, he looked like he didn't get any sleep the night before. after a few minutes of talking, we started walking "you, okay?" I questioned "yea I guess" he sighed "okay..."  I said not really believing it he just seemed strange not only did he look tired and upset but he also kept itching at his arms and I knew what was going on but kept quiet, I want him to tell me I want him to feel safe. we walked up to the store and walked in I got a white monster and some airhead sour strips and johnnie just got a white monster we walked up to the counter payed than left "do you wanna go down to the park?" he asked "sure" I said softly.

!!TW SH!!

we walked over to the swings and sat down but johnnie hit his wrist on the chain "aw fuck" he said holding his wrist "you okay?" I questioned "yea just uhm scratched my wrist on the chain" he lied "oh love your bleeding" I stated going in my bag and grabbing a napkin and a band-aid "no uhm I'm fine" he insisted "no you're bleeding let me see" I said taking his wrist from his hand before he could do anything about it. when I pulled up the sleeve I was met with dozens of scars and many fresh cuts but no matter how much seeing him hurt like that I didn't say a word  and just tended to the bleeding cut on his arm "there it's okay" I stated pulling his sleeve back down "thank you" he said so quite almost in a whisper, I said nothing just pulled him in for  a hug. after a moment he pulled away with tears in his eyes "hey come on let's go back to mine" I smiled

time skip --johnnies Pov--

We walked into her house for some strange reason I felt safe like I was okay for just a moment. She led me up to her room which was filled with MCR posters and PTV posters and a large tv to the side of her bed "put on whatever" she says tossing the remote me and walking into the bathroom to change, I chose Jurassic Park (the first one) she came out of the bathroom in a pair of black and white shorts and a plain dark red tee, oh shit she looks good... what no she's my friend just my friend. she came and sat down next to me wrapping her arm around me, after a bit we both fell asleep