Our Lives feel so new

Lost

walking home I would sigh, holding a coffee in my hand, humming to myself, I was about my put headphones in I heard soft sobbing, I would internally curse myself before looking around, only to see, low and behold, Maria, sitting on the porch- well- stairs of her home I would sigh to myself before approaching, kneeling down before her "Alors, qu'est-ce qui ne va pas, princesse?"

Maria would immediately look up at me her big eyes filled with tears as they continued to roll down her cheeks, my heart broke at the sight, but I couldn't exactly show her that "you know hic I have no clue what you're saying right?" she managed to get out through her sniffles and hiccups, looking at her I would chuckle weakly before sitting down beside her "I said 'So, what's wrong, princess?'" I would chuckle softly

Maria would look at me before she would chuckle weakly herself, she would then slowly look down at the ground, sighing a little to herself, I would look over at her before I would get up shaking my head a little and offering my hand out to her she would look up at me a little confused before taking my hand I'd pull her up by her hand causing her to softly yelp.

I would chuckle at her before walking with her the entire to some lake, it was where I went when I needed to relax, I would look into her eyes and smiled letting her hand go and would walk forwards picking up a piece of slate that had been left here in a disgusting bag, I would smile softly as I turned to face her before throwing it behind me, turning my head over my shoulder and watching it skip across the water before inevitably sinking.

she would smirk at me before she herself would grab her own piece of slate and would immediately smirk as she would then skip the piece of slate, watching as it skipped twice before sinking she giggled to herself before she would look over at me and smiled brightly "thank you for showing me this, and taking me here, this must be special to you."

I would look at her after throwing my own piece of slate, not watching it as I looked at her "yeah, my brother took me here before he died, this was his place to relax but well, it became my place to relax I can't about that." I smiled at her before looking at the water, throwing another piece of slate, I would then feel an arm around me, Maria was.. hugging me?

I would put my hand over hers and smiled feeling her entwine her fingers with mine, her warm hand softly resting over mine, I couldn't stop the giggle that passed my lips at this little interaction, it was so new but I can't lie, It was nice to be held like this again, I felt whole again.

Maria's P.O.V

I couldn't believe I was hugging her like this it was so nice to be able to do this with someone, It was strange since it was another woman but.. maybe I just needed to hug someone and she was the first person here so I must have just hugged her out of instinct, oh well, it can't cause any harm can it. before long we were just sitting their talking, side by side, well, Tamara was laying down but she let me sit on her jacket.

I would smile softly to myself as I heard her chuckle, I couldn't help but watch as she would just move hair out of her face or reach her hand up to tuck hair behind my ear, before I knew it I was leaning into her touch, adoring every second of attention she was giving me, I would look down at her, as she smiled up at me before I would shiver a little, causing her to sit up looking at me

I don't know what came over me but I would suddenly lean into her more, it was nice, peaceful even, I would smile as I looked up into her eyes and would gulp, I don't know what came over me but the more I leant into her the more I would smile and feel safe, that was the best part of everything that was happening I would look into her eyes, gulping a little and before I would move causing her to tilt her head what I didn't expect myself to do was sit in her lap, staring into her eyes.

she would stare back at me as I straddled her lap, gulping a little she would move her hands to my hips, gently rubbing them as I stared down at her, a soft pink blush dust over her cheeks, this was new for her, it must of been, I mean- I know she's a lesbian.. like Azi.. but why do I feel so drawn to Tamara, I couldn't help it.. I hated it I think..

as she looked up at me she would shift, her lips so close to touching mine, I felt a small whimper, but it wasn't from her, I whimpered for her, which caused her to softly smile before she would press her lips gently to mine, a faint gasp passing my lips that was swallowed by this soft enchanting kiss, I couldn't help but shiver heavily a soft moan would pass my lips as I pressed into her, one of her arms snaking around my waist while the other would be behind her to support our bodies.

I felt her tongue swipe across my lower lip, the tongue piercing Tamara had was more evident now, I couldn't help but shiver as I would open my mouth hesitantly, I felt Tamara hesitate before her tongue would push into my mouth, leaving nothing unexplored before she would softly rub her tongue against mine.

soft moans passing my lips that would just get swallowed into the kiss again and again, my body was flush against hers, her arm tightening around my waist this all felt so perfect until the kiss would break a small glistening string of saliva connecting our lips together when I looked into her eyes that's when I knew that this was a big mistake