Dear Little Brother

Lil bro

My dearest younger brother,

  All we've known recently is pain. Cold, cruel pain. I'm sorry, I've forgotten these letters, from when you turned 19 to now. You're almost 25 now, we don't really speak. I miss you little brother. I hate that we've had so many deaths in the family, I'm sorry that our grandfather passed on your birthday. I'm sorry for everything that has happened so far. Not only were you unable to graduate because of a knee injury, your fiancée cheated and left you, I suppose that it was a good thing she had my previous engagement ring instead of you buying a new one huh? Didn't have to spend a dime, it had no home either so it's okay.

I'm sorry, I stay in contact with our father. I'm sorry, I won't force a relationship between the two of you, you're an adult and I can't make you do as I please. I'm sorry I'm not the best sister, I never took you seriously but you're still the best.

You're not dead and I don't know why I'm writing to you like you are, I love you BatBrat. Really and truly the only was a sibling can.

          I love you,

                    Jess 💙