(Chapter 17 suicide)
Warning suicidal attempt!
Bella's pov
Mahirap na pala ang buhay noh?, andaming problema na agad ang nararanasan ko to the point na wala pa ako sa college.
I guess life is tough. I just wonder if something happens to me will someone be there to save me?
Will someone give their time for me?
Will someone love me?
Will that person understand?
Will that person leave me?
Honestly i don't know, no one knows
Hindi naman natin hawak ang kapalaran natin
Sometimes it's better to assume na magiging maayos ang lahat , kahit na mismo alam natin na hindi na.
Life taught us a lot,
Lalong lalo na ko
I learned a lot from what I experienced before
That not all people who love you will stay by your side.
Na kahit gaano mo pa kamahal ang taong iyon hindi ibigsabihin non ay hindi kana niya puwedeng iwan.
While watching the beautiful sunset I feel a little tap on my shoulder
By the presence, I already know who is it
My dear love Xander
I know that he knows that I love him, even though I know from the fact he can't give me back the love I'm giving
"You look stressed " he muttered keeping his cool face and looking toward the beautiful sun
"A bit," I said. Wanting to know what he'll say
"Bella " he called me
my heart I know this isn't the first time na tinawag niya ako sa pangalan ko pero tuwing siya ang tinatawag saakin I can't hide the fact that I'm falling even more to him
He's sweet, lovely, brave and smart
I know my words aren't enough about how good he is to me pero it's always been the good side that I always see
"Bella please stop chasing me "
At doon nasira ang magandang ngiti na aking pinakaiingatan..
"Why Xander are you tired of me na ba " I ask while my tears are flowing down my face
My eyes are full of tears, tears that I've always kept
"I don't know Bella it's just ayoko na pagod na ko, kakahabol mo. I already told you before I will never like you " he said facing me and looking straight into my eyes
He means it, he does
And just like that umalis na siya
He left me like nothing
Well what can I do I was never been special to him
Never.
I walked to my dorm alone
No Xander was there to comfort me now
The Xander who always comforts me when I feel down
Iba na ngayon wala siya dahil siya rin naman ang nanakit saakin
Alam kong wala na akong pag-asa pa sakanya pero mali ba na I-admire ko lang siya ?
A lot of things got in my head I don't know what to feel
"Bella " tawag sakin ni Audrey
What does she need?
Habang papalapit nako sakanya i saw everyone and especially Xander
Great his here
I sat down on Maxine's left
"Hay grabe deadly bloody month parin pero nagagawa parin nating kumain ng maayos ha " Aiden stated
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