" until you are broken, you don't know what you are made of... It gives you the ability to built urself all over again but stronger than ever"
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Alice pov
Its terrifying how death can materialize in a single moment.. We were laughing to something my brother said and next moment everything changed.. I changed.. My brother changed.. My parents existence changed and still the whole change is unnoticed by the rest of the world.
I was lying on the bed, tucked into a cocoon of blankets and attempting to control the shivers that were running through my body. Whole night i drifted in and out of conciousness and now with the blazing sunlight coming through my window.
With a quick flash my whole life changed.
Today is the day when i have to leave my hometown and start all over again. I m terified is the least to say at this point.
I don't know if 'Duke Star University' are going to accept my application for scholarship or not. Guess i have to find out .. But i hoping with all the hope for this miracle to happen.
I don't want to burden my uncle and aunty any further than this even if they claim its their responsibility to take care of us and we are miracle send from god to them... Thier words not mine
Anyways i am ready with all my packing to began my journey away from colorando my hometown to newyork.
I still have to check on my brother and say my goodbye to my grandmother who forced me to go to newyork in the first place because of two major reasons:
A- for my further studies
And
B- for my brothers treatment
Oopppsss i forgot to introduce myself.. I m alice and people call me ali, a 17 year old school-passed-out-now-waiting-for-college-acceptance girl. I m 1.57 m, slim with long brown curly hairs that everbody loves... Note tge sarcasm
I love reading books. I can take anybody down with my right hand punch.. Ya righhhtt. Comee onn i cant kill a bug who bugs me.. Really
Recently i have lost my whole family.. My whole world.. My amma ( mother) and my best appa (father) .. Yes i do call them that and don't ask me why. I also dont knw.. Its just it
And i really miss them alot. Both me and my brother love them to moon and back and we'll live by their memories for the rest of our lives. We had such a small but besttt family in the whole wide world. If i can do anything to get them back, trust me i will not take a second to give my life for them and same goes for my brother.
My appa went to duke star university and i want to follow his footsteps and make him proud of myself. We use to spend whole weekends and some weekdays to just lying in our lawn and looking at the stars.. He taught me everything i know about the stars, planet, the whole universe. I want to study ancient greek astronomy. My appa's father gifted him a telescope and he always said he will give it to me after my 18th birthday...
My appa was a scientist and my amma was her assistant. They fell in love and in like a year i came along...
The after effects of their accident took a dagerous troll on my brother and me. I became a zombie in human form and i wanted to die with them.. I bloody don't even know how i came of that car scratch free. But after 6 weeks and 3 days of that phase i came to my senses and realization hit me like a brick. How can i be soooo selfish.. Everything does not revolve around Alice Erin Carter .... Even my brother lost his parents... Even my grandmom lost his son and daughter-in-law... Even my uncle lost his brother and sister-in-law.. With the help of my granny i collected my shattered soul to begin again and this magic happened with music
