I stayed here my entire life, living alongside the beach. The sounds of waves crashing against the coast and the smell of sea salt just outside of my bedroom window.
Everything has changed ever since I was 10. I lost my father to a heart attack and my mother to her grief. People would say I'm "rebellious" and "antisocial" but in all honesty it isn't entirely true.
Yes, I do the normal rebellious things a teenager would do; sneak out to parties, smoke and drink. The usual. But it feels...wrong?
Selena had stopped visiting Cousins when we were 12 years old – I had lost all contact with her, I felt stupid waiting for a reply.
Why did she leave?
Why didn't she at least say goodbye?
I haven't been spending much of my summers with the Conklin's or the Fisher's, I've been staying home or partying at random strangers houses. For the fun of it, if you will.
