| Esperanza En Amor | J.JK X Lectora

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Translation to '50'

Mentions of body image/body comparison and weight

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After that wonderful talk we decided to go to sleep. The next day I got up much earlier than y/n and I headed out to buy a small cake with candles. I got a two and a four.

Once I got home she unfortunately hasn't woken up yet. I put the candles on the cake and then I started to walk towards her room.

I entered her room and started to sing 'Happy Birthday'. She slowly woke up and sat up on her bed looking at me happily.

"Happy birthday to you!!!" I finished singing happily. She started to clap, "This is for you, blow out the candles, Love" I said, bringing the cake up to her.

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With Y/N
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I softly blew out the candles, Jungkook could only happily clap before hugging me.

"Happy birthday bb" He said, still hugging me. "Thank you for the cake and for waking me up like this" I said, smiling.

"It's my pleasure, Love, you don't have to thank me for anything cutie" He said pulling away from the hug.

He took the cake and placed it on the bedside table to then sit down on the bed beside me.

"When did you go buy the cake Kookie? It wasn't here last night" I said looking at him.

"It's a secret, I can't say, Darling" He said smiling. I leaned in to him and began to slowly kiss him, he passionately kissed me back.

I wanted to stop but he wouldn't let me and continued kissing me, pulling my body towards him.

He laid me back down on the bed, "I love you y/n, you just have no idea how much" He said looking down at me. "I do too," I said before kissing him again.

We continued kissing for a few more minutes until we stopped once we ran out of air, "I could do this all day bb" He said, panting.

"Me too, but we have things to do Kookie" I said trying to breathe.

"Hey calm down, Love" He said, fanning me with his hand in front of my face.

"I'm good Kookie, nothing will happen to me" I said smiling. "Yeah, you really are, cutie" He said happily.

I didn't say anything because of how flustered I was, "Cmon, it's time we should get ready to go to the company building, Baby" He said as he stood up.

"Alright" I said as I also stood up. I quickly got ready, I was really excited to do the live.

Once I finished I went to Jungkooks room with Chocolate. "Kookie im ready, are you finished?" I said entering the room.

"Almost, I only need to put my shirt on," He said while he looked at his phone. "Oh, do you want me to leave?" I asked, looking at him.

"No Love, stay here" He said still on his phone. "Okay.. What are you doing?" I said, trying to look at his phone screen.

"Nothing important, Love" He said as he hid his phone. "Mmm ok, I'll wait for you outside" I said before leaving his room.

I waited for Jungkook in the living room along with Bam and Chocolate. He then left his room and we both went to the company.

Once we arrived we saw Jimin and Jhope, "Hey guys" I said looking at them. "Ohh what is this beautiful creature, can I hold him y/n? Please?" Jhope said, talking about Chocolate.

"Okay, you can hold him," I said, giving him the bunny. "Just be careful Jhope" Jimin said looking at him. "Ok" Hobi responded happily.

We met up with the others to practice the choreography. "Y/n what's the bunnies name?" Hobi asked as he petted the bunny.

"His name is Chocolate," I said smiling. "Why Chocolate?" Tae asked, looking at me.

"Because he's brown just like Chocolate and he's small" I said looking at him. "Are you going to change or are you going to stay like that?" Jimin said.

The three of us went to change into the clothes that were prepared beforehand. The clothes that I was going to use were a long shirt and some shorts. I got my makeup and hair retouched.

"I thought that this was going to be a normal practice," I said looking towards Rm and Jungkook. "No, they want us to record it one more time," Rm said. "Oh, well.." I responded.

"Rm can you help me with something?" Suga asked. "Yeah I'll be right there" Rm said before leaving.

I saw that Jungkook was playing with Chocolate, "Jungkook I can't button up this button" I said looking at him. "What button y/n?" He said while petting Chocolate.

"Look" I said, pulling the front of my shirt up. Jungkook looked up and slightly blushed.

"Do you really want me to help you?" He said, looking at me. "Yes of course, only if you want to. I could just ask someone else" I said as I was about to walk away but he stopped me, softly grabbing me by my arm.

"No, i'll do it, Love, grab Chocolate" He said, giving me the bunny. He lifted the shirt up to then try to button up the button but he failed as he tried.

I sucked in my stomach the most I could but even then it wouldn't button up. "I can't, I think this is too small for you cutie" He said.

"Haa.. I can't believe this, what am I going to do?" I said, upset. "Well we're going to have to see if they have a bigger one that'll close" He said as he was about to walk off to find a staff member.

"No i'll just leave it this way Jungkook, I think I need to lose more weight" I said pulling the shirt down.

"More? But you're fine the way you are y/n, plus it's not good for your health" He said in a serious tone.

"I don't care, Jungkook, I want to do it. I know that female idols like Lisa, Jennie, and multiple other girls do it. I want to be like them and have a similar body, or actually a body better than theirs" I said looking at my phone.

"Y/n no, you already have a good body. I don't want you to do it hm?" He said upset. "Kookie it's for my own good, then I won't have problems with my clothes" I said looking at him.

"Y/n, Jungkook, it's time to record the choreography," Suga said. "We'll be there in a moment" I said looking at Suga.

"I think it's best to talk about this later cutie" He said, walking to his position to begin recording. I joined the rest and we began to record.

We spent a few minutes recording. After we finished we continued to practice three more times. When we finally finished I put on the clothes I had on before and went where I would be doing the live with the others.

It was a room with two white tables joined together with birthday hats that had a picture of me when I was two years old. There were also some other things on the tables.

"I think that everything looks good for it being your first birthday here" Tae said Happily. "Yeah, what a thrill right?" I said excitedly.

"Yeah, it really is. How are things between you and JK? Yesterday I noticed that both of you were odd" He asked curiously.

"Everything is okay Tae, It was an unimportant problem that we resolved yesterday before calling it a night" I said seriously. "Oh good, I'm glad that you're good now. Hey when are the other guys coming?" He said, looking out of the room.

Everyone else finally entered and we all sat down. "I think that y/n should go in the middle, right?" Jin said, standing up. "Yeah, go and sit beside Tae and Jhope" Suga said, looking at me.

"Ok I will" I said, getting up to sit where I was told to. I noticed that Jungkook switched seats with Jhope.

"Okay good, I think that we're ready," Rm said looking at us. "Yup, ready" I said smiling.

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