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The next weeks have been tough! Taraji has been trying but she cant remember so I can't blame her at all.. I just wanna know why she passed out in the first place and why did she lose her memory ?
"Fantasia?" At least she remembered my name , I sat up and she came in and sat on the bed "I remember terrence" well that's great . But she doesn't remember me still
"Okay and how did you remember him?"-"I was going through some of my clothes and found our childhood sweater we made, the reason I'm telling you this is because I might remember you if you have something sentimental to me?" I could appreciate she's trying to help but this shit is breaking me more
"I know your trying for me Taraji but you can let it go.. I have nothing else for you to remember me by. I cant let you sit here and force yourself to try to remember because you don't but do know I love you" her eyes widened
"What?"-"nothing" she ran out and went somewhere I didn't follow her I just went to the bathroom and sat on the floor my son and daughter is with Tami , I just need time to relax"
After a while I went down to make me some food and saw her and Danielle on the couch "wait when did you get here?"
"When she called me.. she said she remembered me" wow she was remembering everything but me "what you remember about her" Taraji stood "when you said you love me... I remembered her because she told me that once but I can't remember about who? This is really stressful not knowing who the fuck I am and whose important to me! I'm tired-" she shut up and fell
"TARAJI!" I ran to her and she was out on the floor bleeding out her nose , what the fuck was happening to her? "TARAJI!" She woke up and looked at me and Danielle "who are you?"
What the fuck! "You need to be in the hospital, why are you fainting like this!" She got and backed up "who are you?" She has the candle holder in her hand , i looked at Danielle
"I'm fantasia, your girlfriend" she shook her head "no I don't have a girlfriend and well at least I don't remember a girlfriend so again who are you? And why is my nose bleeding?" She wiped her nose and stared at me , I literally had tears in my eyes im losing the love of my life "Okay I am your girlfriend, this is my cousin and I have pictures to prove it" she nodded "show me then"
I grabbed my phone and went to the album i made of our pictures and gave her the phone "then how come I can't remember you?" I shook my head "what the fuck?" She started backing up more "YOOO WHAT THE FUCK!" She started crying and i walked to her she started screaming and running "what the fuck?" I looked at Danielle who shrugged and looked at me crazy , Taraji had slid down the wall and covered her face I wrapped my arms around
"What's wrong?" She looked hesitant to look at me she grabbed my face and looked at it crazy "wa- you was just bleeding" she looked down at my legs "you were missing a leg.. it was bleeding and" she looked at the room "Baby there is no blood or nothing" she stood up "im not crazy! I seen it ! It was blood and pieces of your flesh and body" she started crying "baby nothing is happening to me" she pushed me "NO IT WAS THERE! IM NOT CRAZY!"
I looked at Danielle "yo call someone, anybody I need to be alone right now! I can't be here! I left, I went to Tami to see Chris and star "hey where the kids I just need to see them for a minute?" She stood out the way and as I walked away she said something
"Your little girlfriend isn't feeling well?" I turned around I never told her what was happening with Taraji so i decided to play it safe "yes and it's killing me! I shouldn't have left you" she laughed
"You damn right.." then she whispered like i couldn't hear her "maybe the bitch will learn her lesson" she said as she walked away I grabbed a vase and smashed it as I ran toward her Chris came out the room and I dropped it
"Your so lucky!" I ran out her house and went back to mines , I ran past Taraji Danielle and for some fucking reason Terrence as well, I went to the bathroom and wrecked through it and went through everything down to the medication
I grabbed the one that was prescribed to Taraji and I seen the label was tempered with when I ripped it off it read Darifenacin.. "the fuck?" I ran downstairs and grabbed my phone "Taraji have you been taking these since you got here?" She looked at the bottle and shrugged "LOOK AT IT TARAJI!" She jumped and started at it again "yes."
Danielle walked to me "what happened where did you go?" I shook my head and started crying but quickly wiped my tears
Taraji sat down on the couch , as I was about to tell Danielle Taraji started screaming at Terrence and he looked terrified "what the hell?" He said looking at me she got up and went upstairs "why is she doing that?"
I left the bottle and phone and went upstairs "baby?" She was crawled up in my baby nursery "I'm going crazy" she started crying "no your not" she looked at me "YES I AM! I'm seeing shit and feeling shit! One second it's th-" she stopped and pointed at my face
"No no no no ! I can't do this shit!" She got up and ran out the room , im tired of this shit honestly.. I got up and ran after her who ran outside Terrence was holding her while she cried "WHY IS EVERYONE TOUCHING ME! LET ME GO!"'she got into my car and sat there
I could tell she was crying but she needed to be by herself as she expressed I went on the couch and went to sleep.. this is draining
