His Kitten!

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I donno how much days have passed,my whole body hurts and my eyes are dried from crying no tears are coming out anymore .
I feel so helpless and I'm scared what if I'm not emotionally strong anymore , he's trying to break me shattering my hope and making me helpless making me think about my decision maybe if I  haven't smile at the guard I would have been sleeping on the bed instead of this harsh floor which was a better option .

Maybe I should just give in and accept my fate what can I do , everytime I do something the punishment is worst then before .
My belly growled making me break out of my thoughts .

I haven't eaten anything since then not even water he didn't even came to check on me .

What if he have forgotten about me and found a new interesting toy .

What if I just die in this celler even my dead body won't be buried .

I just lay on the floor trying to bear the pain my stomach was hurting from the hunger and it was like I would faint any moment just as I was about to close my eyes I heard the voice of celler door opening and a pair of shoes walking toward me .

I knew who it was , of course it's the devil a sense of relief washes over me that I won't die in this celler all alone .

I tried to get up but my body was so week .

And I could bearly keep open my eyes , a cold glass of water touches my lip but due to weakness I wasn't able to drink from it .

The next moment I knew a pair of lips touches my lips making my body jolt in shiver , as he slides his tounge inside my mouth making me drink water from his mouth .

Making my breathing hatched. I couldn't decide that feeling maybe being locked in the celler was affecting me , making me crave something that is forbidden.

I donno what happened after that but when I opened my eyes I was in the same room again tucked under the blankets carefully like I was a doll that could break any moment .

I tried to get up but the devil was sitting beside me working on the laptop with no shirt on , displaying his abs .

Good morning mi armor ! He said cheerfully, making me gag.

I tried to force a smile , cuz I didn't wanted to anger him .

I just sit there and started fumbling with hands cuz I didn't knew what to say .

Have anything to say kitten ! I looked at him he was smiling but behind that smile I knew he was waiting for something and I knew what it was .

I'm I'm sorry! I said in trembling voice I knew it wasn't my mistake which was hurting my ego while apologizing But I had to to keep my self save .

When I said that a proud look washes on his face as his demor changes.

He put the laptop aside and grab my face with both hands and starting forming kisses on my forehead cheeks and lip making a blush form on my face and making me breathe faster my heart was beating so fast.

See it was that easy ! The more you try to break free the more hard it will for you just accept it , I will love you with all I have and would try my best to make you happy " he said while making a direct eye content with  me .

I didn't knew how to answer but his words seem sincere I knew he loved me from the start but I just didn't wanted to accept it because the way he shows his love is wrong.

And I don't want to ruin my life and to to be scared every moment I can't live like this .