Mafia's Devotion: A Doctor's Love[COMPLETE]

Love

Joshua pov

Celbrity called and informed me that seokmin had slept so instead of taking him on date I tell celbrity to take him to my apartment, taking him to mansion can cause me so much problems now,mom is still not okay and Mrs susan is on leave,her son has fall sick that what she had told me. He looks so ethereal, beautiful all the time,but,when sleeping no one can take their eyes off him.

I caressed his cheeks, letting him rest until he wants,we can go on date when he will wake up. My tired baby,how much he worked? Alot,I guess. If he wasn't doctor and passionate about his career,I would have locked him up in my bedroom,or maybe in mansion with chain wrapped around his ankles so he don't go out without my permission nonetheless he can move around the house.

We still have lots of time,it just ten passed eight. When I look away from his face to his body,he is dressed up nice in black shirt,biege pant along with beautiful accessories. It suits him,he looks beautiful just like always but that's not what I wanted him to wear. I had had brought clothes by myself only for him. Today is the day I am going to purpose him to be my boyfriend and might introduce him to Mrs susan the moment she came back from trip,mom is not in option.

I put my glasses down,sniffed his hair which smell so good and I don't wanted to remove my nose away from his hair, wanted to snuggle with him. I wanted to strip him off from whoever's clothes is this because as much as I know seokmin is not a type of person to focus on his appearance that much,he let people think what they want. I doesn't even saw him bother over love marks I leave on him.

He just give up when it comes to what someone else will think nonetheless he can have full blown up panic attack for what his brothers and brother -in-laws will think for some cause he might not think for later but when it comes to what wonwoo will think about him...he goes crazy and same with seungcheol. 

When I feel I can't control myself anymore I get up and sit laid beside him, snooping him in my arms,hands around his neck,legs almost on his chest and face in nape, sniffing his scent a manly sweet scent like a cream something I have smelled but can't put my mind on it. I ignored it and snuggle more into him. He is not so heavy sleeper and he reasoned it with " if I can't wake up in middle of night to safe patient then what is the use of my degree." He will say like it's so healthy to wake up in the middle of night and not sleeping for weeks. He is insomniac and he will say he is blessed that he can't sleep,he thank God for making him insomniac. Sunshine.

When he snuggled back, wrapped his hands around me while turning to my side, I held him more tightly in my arms and between my legs, wanting to keep this warmth with me forever. He is warmness of cold nights, spring after winter and everything I need which I don't even aware of that I needed it. I have been alone for so long,unloved and touch deprived that even his small touch makes electric jolt through me. 

I will never tell him,how his love,his understanding,his patience,his small forgiving smile everytime I let my anger got the best of me, affect me in a way I can't even imagine. 

"Are you baby bear snuggling to the mama bear?" He laughed, tighting his grip on me like he trying to make us one body. I looked at him after taking long sniff of his odour,his eyes are sleepy little puffy and he looked cute with that sleep face like a ,like a panda. When our eyes meet he tighten his grip more and draw me more into his arms, suffocating both of us together but I didn't mind,if he want us to die like that then who am I to question his choice. What my seokmin says would happen even if that is impossible. 

I shaked my head at his question earlier which was forgotten because of his suffocating both of us together in love session. He opened his eyes looked into mine,his blue eyes darker and -

" Fuck me while you explain how we ended up here, surprise and plans you had made for tonight." He ordered and who am I not to follow his order? No one. That made me shock because seokmin had never demanded something like this,I put my shock aside and worked on the wish seokmin granted.