Mafia's Devotion: A Doctor's Love[COMPLETE]

Epilogue

Seokmin pov 

" Joshua, please calm down. You are scaring kids." I said, rubbing his hands which is held onto Eunchae's teacher's husband. He moved with jolt, cupping my face, gun still in his hand as it shake with anger. " Tell me how can I calm down after knowing my sister doesn't trust me enough to let me know she is fine? Tell me how can I be all loving knowing Mrs Susan who saw me crying for my sister and still doesn't tell me she is fine? Tell me how can I be all happy after meeting a sister after fucking five years like this? Tell me love." He yelled, babies crying, so does his sister begging for forgiveness, Mrs Susan standing there like statue. 

I hugged him, soothing his back and taking gun away from him, walking him outside as his sister followed but I stopped her, signing to get a water. I sat on the stairs in the porch leading way towards big porche,he sat beside me, holding on my hands so tight it blocks my blood flow but I don't mind, this isn't going to kill me but hurts a lot. It will be fine for now. 

" Do want to take your anger out....on me?" I said after thinking about it for a moment,offer is dangerous but if it helps him then I am ready to do anything. 

" No!" He said pressing his lips against mine,as he hugged me more tightly finally breaking out, crying. No one dared to come out to see, looking from windows and corners with look of concern as Joshua sobbed for betrayal,for ending of his search. " I was a uncle of three kids and I didn't know, thinking my sister is dead." He chuckled sadly, voice not like other time filled with confidence as he spoke, this is the side I never think he might have,but, however he has,his mine to love and heal. 

I was rubbing his back, holding one hands with his hands after he loses his tight hold on my wrist that's when a kid same age as Eunchae touched my hand which was on Joshua's back.

I shoed her away, afraid Joshua will hurt her but she stayed being persistent not to leave and talk to Joshua. " Uncle, hi! My name is Sooyoung." She jumped infront of Joshua,handing him cold water. 

" You know, you sh....hould not get angry it's dang.......eeee...erous for heee....aart." She  stutter alot while speaking making me worried if that made Joshua annoy,but,I guess it didn't as he the girl make her way and sat on Joshua lap, wiping his tears and kissing his cheeks. " Mum, alw....ways said she will take us to me.....eeet you after bab...bies are born because she missed you alot...oh look uncle. C...at,cat, cat....ch it for me." She jumped around, pulling  Joshua's hand.

He looked at me and I nodded assuring him that he can never be dangerous for kids just because he is angry,he ran to where cat is trying to snatch it but it was fast running away and jumped in neighbours property. 

"Grumpy uncle is little lacky when he try to catch something." Eunchae ran towards lawn where both Joshua and Sooyoung was being sad for not able to catch cat. Yunjin, Joshua's sister came out with a Beomgyu,the first born of Jaekyung holding one of the twins as she held other one. 

I looked at her with disappointment but I try not to react and listen what she is trying to tell me between her sobs." My brother will shoot Jaekyung but he will not even touch guns because he promised me. He left everything behind for me.... please make my brother listen to me and him." She said, looking at Joshua who is getting meditation therapy from brave girls. 

" I didn't betrayed him," 

"I don't know what to say but I have seen his sadness turned into anger. He loves you." 

" You promise, Seokie?" 

" I promise,Yunie." 

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Joshua pov 

Seokmin made me sit infront of Jaekyung and Yunjin with Mrs Susan standing near the crib,kids playing in other room,my gun in Seokmin's hand and my hand on his hand. " I got ten minutes Mrs Huh. Tell me what you want to say or I leave." I said, eyeing my watch as Seokmin squeezed my hand, trying to tell me " you are not leaving until I said so."