You told me I care too much
While you had waste for lunch.
And in my fantasies it cuts...
Oh, my mind is trapped in a false touch
That can't make me feel the rush...
I'm tired of this lying crush,
But I'll stay in this bad lust
Because you still dream a bunch,
And I think you can grow up.
...
We both want the tortured crown,
So why do you live to drown?
I guess I did start to crawl
Because from someone I want a vow.
And I know I am a love coward
By selfishness being devoured,
But for you once more I'll shout
To destroy your pout's redoubts.
From your strength I have no doubts;
One more time, hear me out!
You fucked up your essay,
They say you're a lost case.
Hey, why aren't you awake
While I pledge in your name?
I don't want you to stay
In a deceiving, rotten way.
I'm trying to be your maid,
A believer never losing faith,
Please see that your fate
You're already throwing away.
But you have no sense of self,
Your duties all hanging from the shelf.
Fuck, you're just a damn beguile
That runs and runs for miles.
Ghost prizes in your designs,
Why no titles in your eyes?
Ambitions are your relieve,
Well, everyone one likes the heat,
But you ignore the teachers' hints,
And trophies are not make-believe.
You can't be that naive,
Listen, if you don't perceive,
Nothing you will receive.
Take that big grip, dear.
I'm so tired to weep...
Gods, why can't you hear?
Wake up from your sleep,
Read my elegy,
I'm giving you the key,
Even if I don't feel free.
You I'll always keep,
I promise to never leave,
But you have to play the scene
And accept the future's glee.
I just want you to see
That for you to be with me
In a perfect harmony
Grow up is a need.
