I put "Right Where You Left Me" to play
Because it's your birthday,
And I silently choke
With all of your lost words.
August 29th,
I'm stupid enough to cry.
It doesn't make sense,
This torment making me so tense.
We barely even dated,
And everything was hazed.
It was too quickly,
No time to even think...
So why am I still hopping
That you also feel the logging?
Why am I still loving
Someone with whom I had nothing?
Yes, nothing!
But for me, it was everything.
Did you put a spell on me?
When I sent you that text,
Did you put a spell on me?
Or did I come defective
Because for many years I was rejected?
Well, it doesn't really explain
Why I'm still calling your name.
After you, hundred boys I chased,
But even with their love,
Their poems and their stars,
Your touch still becomes my heart.
A vulture killing the doves
Of every sweet green hope.
My three years obsession
Doesn't match your momentary affection.
Forever trapped at fifteen,
Calling "The Loss Of My Life"
A guy that made us such a small lie.
I guess I have my neediness to hunt
The mess we have become.
This year I lost friends, charts and chances,
But none of those hit harder then your face
When I hear your voice in alleyways
And I know it's you, repearing my cage.
Will you remember me,
In a decade or even more,
When my book go to a shelf
Full of what I felt?
Oh, gods...
I can't feel like this,
I shouldn't be feeling like this...
It's not healthy, it's not logical,
It's not...
No, don't say it's not my fault.
Don't say I deserve someone better
'Cause this lover by my side
Is only good for the wine.
If my soulmate isn't mine
Is my love allowed to die?
I put "Right Where You Left Me" to play...
If you wanna complete those hundred kisses,
Or finish that TV show,
I'm still in the back of the classroom,
Near the girls I used to call "friends",
Only writing about you.
You just saw me today.
Oh, you just saw me today...
