[Chapter 20]

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OKAY GUYS I NOTICED THAT THE TIMELINE IN THIS BOOK IS HORRIBLY MESSED UP AND THAT THERE ARE SO MANY PLOTHOLES BUT I AM TOO LAZY TO FIX ALL THESE PLOTHOLES AND KINDA TRY TO SAVE THE TIMELINE SO WE'LL KIND OF MAKE A CUT (?) AND IT'S JUNE IN THE STORY RN (YES WE SKIPPED A FEW BIRTHDAYS😥) IK THIS BOOK IS HORRIBLY MESSED UP BUT THANKS FOR STILL READING THIS CRAP. ANYWAYS, FROM NOW ON I'LL TRY TO KEEP A PROPER TIMELINE AND AFTER I COMPLETE THIS BOOK I'LL EDIT IT COMPLETELY TO FILL THE PLOTHOLES AND KINDA MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF THIS MESSED UP TIMELINE.

ALSO FOR YOU TO GET ORIENTATION WITH THE PLOT RN : SHE IS ON, COMPARABLE TO THE BEGINNING, GOOD TERMS WITH ALL MEMBERS ALTHOUGH MINHO AND SEUNGMIN BOTH OFTEN PROVOKE HER AND PULL PRANKS ON HER.

ROCKSTAR IS ABOUT TO BE RELEASED AND MAKNAES ON TOP WILL BE A PART OF THE ALBUM WHICH MEANS THEY DIDN'T PUBLISH IT YET.

ALSO JUST SO YOU KNOW, THIS BOOK WON'T CONTAIN ANY SHIPS OR ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS SO DON'T EXPECT THAT THANKS. IF YOU HAVE MORE QUESTIONS JUST ASK IN THE COMMENTS.

ALSO I'VE WRITTEN THIS IN THE SIMPLE PRESENT TENSE, FROM THIS CHAPTER ONWARDS I'LL BE WRITING IN SIMPLE PAST TENSE.

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It was end of June now. Rockstar would be released in just a few days. Everyone was excited but also anxious. What if Stay didn't like it?

She wasn't the only one with those worries. The one trembling the most was Chan. He was lacking sleep and food even more than usually, the other members were also on diets now to be ready for the comeback but for no one the stress was that big.

And she worried for him although she knew he wouldn't let her help him as she was "on the verge of passing out" how he called it. And it was true. She didn't have a proper meal in weeks and her body was reacting to that pretty clearly.

She was constantly shivering and trembling, during dance practices she lacked energy and concentration and she felt dizzy most of the time.

She knew where all this came from, but she refused to accept reality and just told herself everytime she felt bad that it was just her nervousness for Rockstar.

The issue was, she wasn't sure about anything. Could she really leave just like that, like she had originally planned? Or was there practically no escape for her since she would only be able to leave using law which would draw a lot of attention to her which would make it more likely for her father to find her?

She wasn't safe from him at all, her face was all over the internet with 5-star being a huge success and her debut. Also it was a huge topic for all the people, regardless of their intentions,  that it was a girl and that she actually was talented. Her name change helped to keep her unrecognized only to given  limits.

It was almost ironic that she was trying to hide while being an well-known idol.

But JYP wanted attention on her, no matter if negative or positive. Because it wouldn't be his problem when Ranias dad would one day come across her face and then straight up kidnap his own daughter.

He'd just release a statement that the company is trying to find her, then drop the topic and watch how everyone goes wild over that.
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This chapter is so short sorry and it's 4 days late. I'll try to get into the regular every weekend rhythm again

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