It's 3:23am as I type this. I just took my 2nd(3rd?) Hit off a joint.
I was thinking while I drove home from dnd that I should make this. I've always sucked at journaling though, so this will probably suck too.
I missed driving at night. Not at 11pm-1am, but at 2-4am when no one is really out and the world is quiet. Anyone who is out has shit to do and places to be and no time to stop and meander, so everything looks empty.
I've thought about writing a poetry book a lot. If this one goes well, I may start on one. Something deep and mysterious about vampires and how their symbolism relates to my life and all that.
Or maybe cannibalism and how it's all(in fiction at least) truly an allegory for love.
While typing that last sentence I originally wrote "analogy" instead of "allegory" and had to Google "analogy" to remind myself of the difference.
Took a few more puffs off my joint. I need to remember to add "knee pads and elbow pads" to the list of Things I Need in my Little Book.
I think I want to cover my Little Book in duct tape to make it fit my overall aesthetic a bit better. If I remember to do it before bed, I will do it before bed.
I'm not really sure how I want this journal-like thing of mine to read. I think I just want the thoughts to be somewhere that's kind of solid. Kind of like, proof, that I exist and I really thought that.
I think I'm done writing for tonight. I may be back with another update before tomorrow, though, so who knows. I think I will continue to note the time in each Note(chapter?) TO keep up with this.
It is 3:33am as I finish typing this.
It is beginning to rain. I think I'm done smoking for tonight as well as writing.
YOU ARE READING
Joint Smoke
RandomMostly thoughts I have while I'm getting high, hence the name. No regular updates(adhd is too hard for that) :) Could be anything from epiphanies to blank pages.
