2 weeks

2 weeks of break

Niko POV

Damn it, this socializing thing on social media is exhausting for me, I'm introverted person, I don't like socializing at all but it doesn't mean that I don't care about my closest friends like Aiki and Mae.

Starting tomorrow I'll start not to interact or get online on my account, this is too much to handle, it's literally draining me mentally, if you really understand me, as a introverted person, and having this low energy from talking too much to the people, and thinking what should I say to people it is draining me, I think I really need some rest.

It's been 2 days, and I completely forget my friends that I started to ignore them my best friends, this is so challenging for me because they maybe worried about me, and get mad at me by not telling them that i'm taking a break from social media.

I don't know why I had this feeling of regrets, the sadness mostly, I don't know why I felt this, it so sudden even though i'm basically okay, and happy for myself.

I'm worried about my friends, what if they are mad at me? what if they don't want me to be their friend anymore? Is Aiki going to get mad at me for being so immature? Is Mae going to be okay? well I hope so she is.

I kind of worried about Mae because when I decided to ignored anyone, that day, Mae is in a middle of mental breakdown and having those suicidal thoughts, yet I just ignored her because I kind of forgot that she's still chatting with me when my parents ask me to helped them to clean the house, and when I come back, she stopped chatting me, that's why, I feel so guilty of ignoring her, I feel I deserve this what I felt.

I hope she gets better please.

Third person POV

While he is taking a break from touching his phone, and offline, he started to get more focus to himself, trying to glow up, to make himself better, he started exercising regularly, and having this proper diet on himself, to achieve his goal, he start to learn how to care himself more, and trying some meditation for his peace of mind.

He completely forgot his best friends, and other things but himself only.

"I think i'm making some progress here" niko said, as he saw himself on a mirror, and saw the changes on his body, he is happy with the changes of his body, and he feels so strong doing some routine that he doing it regularly.

Niko POV

It's been a week past, I don't know what happened to my best friends but I am wishing them the best of them, and I hope they are fine and happy.

I feel so better right now, I saw how much I cared about my routine, and i'm getting well on my hygiene too, I'm so happy, I love it, I can say that i'm proud of myself.

I try to get online, only on facebook not in messenger, to see if my best friends shared some post, I can see that Aiki still active at posting some random posts, while Mae in another hand, it's been a days she didn't shared any post or update, I wonder what happened to them. I decided to get back after 2 weeks, so I will wait for another week to get online, and I really miss them so much but I don't know, I just don't feel like interacting to people, and getting online on social media so I really have to wait.

Third person POV

2 weeks past, niko just repeatedly doing his routine, and his responsibility as the older son, he did so much, and he is well better now.

Around 10 am, he decided to get online on social media even on his messenger, he so scared about it, because he knew what he did is wrong for ignoring them for a weeks, and he is ready to apologies to his friends, when he got online he checked that there is so many chats but especially from Mae, he seen her chats, he saw that her chats been 2 weeks ago, and now he is worried to her.