Am I Worth It? (Narry Storan Fanfiction)

chapter 7

**Niall's Pov**

I woke up with a massive headache and my eyesight was a little blurry.  What happened? Oh, yeah I tried suicide.. am I dead? I pinched my arm. Ow! Nope it didn't work . Well that's just another thing I failed at. I slowly got up and made my way to the bridge, I walked to the ledge and was getting ready to jump. I turned so my back was facing the water and closed my eyes, I started to lean back "finally I get to leave this living hell"  '"NIALL, DON'T" someone yelled and they yanked my shirt forward. I opened my eyes and saw that familiar head of curly hair.

**Harry's Pov**

I been looking for Niall for quite awhile and I can't find him. I am honestly so scared for him, what if he actually does it..it will be all my fault. I finally decided that I think....I think I still love him. I don't think I ever stopped I quess I was blinded by how distsant he was becoming and I just wanted to be loved even though he has loved me the whole time. Lou didn't love me, he thinks he does but he doesn't so I broke it off with him before I came looking for Niall. I was starting to become despereate and was almost crying. That's when I saw his car parked in front of the bridge. I stopped my car  beside his and looked around when I finally spotted him leaning backwords towards his cold, icy death. I sprinted forward and caught him just in time. He came tumbling forward and I caught him in my arms. He opened his eyes and they filled with hurt and anger as soon as he saw me. "Harry, let go of me" he said rather calmly. No one in hell was I going to do that. "No"   "HARRY LET ME GO"  "No"  he started thrashing and kicking but I wouldn't let him go, I got him up in my arms and carried him to the car. He was still screaming "HARRY LET ME GO, WHY ARE YOU HERE, JUST FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME TO DIE! PLEASE ISNT THIS WHAT YOU WANTED! PLEASE LET ME GO" he turned his voice into a whisper, "please Harry, just let me die" he sounded so lonely and broken and I felt so guilty. Tears started down my cheeks as well as his. I placed him into the car and he feel asleep with tear stained cheeks, his faced looked so lost and broken. I quckly texted the boys saying I found him and started sobbing. I wonder if he still loves me, Liam seems to think he does but I don't know. I hope he'll forgive me. I leaned over and kissed his forehead and whispered,

I broke you down and hopefully I can fix you too, then I places a soft kiss on his cold pink lips.

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Author's Note:

I am soo sorry for not updating for so long! I  have been really busy and I had to wait until I was home alone so I coud write this cause my found out that I was cutting and yeah so again I'm really really sorry! And I will try to update again soon.

Bye lovelies Xxx