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" girls out there better than you have asked me out why would I date you. "
The words escaped from his mouth the only guy who I thought was by my side did I just got compared by my first crush too when the truth is I didn't even ask him out but all I did was stay by his side why was everyone so cruel to me
These thoughts ran through my head as I turned around to go back to the class only to hear him shout my name while I walked away there was sudden pain in my heart when he said those brutual words to me the pain was so unknown but painful is this is what they call heart shattering
As I was walking through the hallway I could see people staring at me cursing me and gossiping about me when they had absolutely no idea about me
"She is a boyfriend stealer "
"She kept him waiting for months and when he dated another girl she got jealous"
"Now she is trying her luck on the school's baseball captain
"What a pick me girl! "
"What a slut! "
I heard the people bad mouthing about me these were the same people who I always ran to help what did I do to deserve this hate when all I ever did was pleasing people is being a people pleaser bad there were days when I starved myself and gave my lunch to them only to get mocked by them
I asked none of it I never asked that guy to be my best friend I never asked him to like me I didn't even ask a little bit of it then why was I suffering so much
When all I ever tried was to become a good best friend why did no one wanted to listen to my side of the story why is life so unfair to me what karma was I even getting I locked the rooftop door of school and cried my heart out cuz I hated showing my vulnerable side to anyone cuz they would just mock you for being a cry baby
Living was difficult for me there was no reason for me to see tomorrow's daylight I have thousands of contacts on my phone but I can't even dial one of them cuz it's no use I won't feel bad if I don't see tomorrow's daylight cuz My existence does not matter to anyone neither do I have a influence in other's life I am invisible I am burden for my friends and my parents It been days ever since I was grateful for my life and was actually happy ,Think I forgot how to be happy I wish I could end this pain and burn myself in this agony
"Chaeyeoungaah!! " I heard my best friend jiye calling me out "for god sake stop calling her and get the keys from the staffroom! " I heard someone shouting my best friend "Chayeoung come out right now we will solve this mess I assure you I will personally break thier bones just come out " I heard my mom's favorite my mutual friend Jennie calling
"Leave"
"Please"
"There was no use of anything absolutely nothing could fix my life it is colourless and no one could paint it "
Chaeyoung thought nothing could fix her life right now and she was bound to live alone with the trauma which fed on her hope and faith only if she knew the destiny was already cooking something for her which changed her, her life which healed her and truly painted her colourless life
Life sometimes makes you fall on the ground and the next minute you are way up in clouds
Sometimes it's fun to see how life surprises
•Midnight Rain•
Think I forgot how to be happy
Something I'm not,
but something I can be
Something I wait for
-What was I made for?
Billie Elish
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Midnight Rain {EUPHORIA BOOK 1}
Horror"It all started with a missed basketball match" This story has its own characters.. Sometimes these characters are known to each other Or at times they are unknown absolute strangers The story is about them about what happens to them, with them...
