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The banging on the door got louder and louder the longer he sat on his bed playing with the skin on his knuckles, he knew it'll only get worse if he waited any longer but he just can't find the courage to open the door. What if she hits me? No she wouldn't do that... mom wouldn't do such a thing to me... right? These thoughts ran inside the 9 year olds brain like a running water fall, there was no reason for it to in the first place.
"Open it right now!" The yelling was becoming louder the more he sat there, the pain on his knuckles no longer hurt from the pinching he was doing, the room becoming more dark and small.
"Come on~! Open the door honey!" Is mom crying? Why is she crying? He thought as he got up slowly from the bed walking shakingly towards the door, the sobs become louder yet softer, bringing his beat knuckled hands to the gold like doorknob he pulled it open only to be pulled by his mother before falling into an abyss.
With screams he yelled out for help as his eyes began to water from fear, it was like there was no end to the falling. Suddenly it stopped, floating midair he saw everything, how he lived up until he was 18. The tears became bigger and heavier as he watched, as if in that moment he understood why his mother acted out as she did, he fully understood why but he couldn't find it in him to forgive her... as much as I miss and love you I can't seem to forgive you. It wasn't his 9 year old self talking anymore it was his 20 year old self who was on his own living the life he wanted for so long.
Opening up his eyes Hongjoong looked at the ceiling as he could feel his tears fall, he wasn't sure if it's from sadness, hurt or anger but he knew that it was a much needed cry. Wiping his eyes, he got up walking out his room and into the living where he saw Yunho sitting on the couch with his phone in his head smiling like an absolute idiot. Must be Mingi.
"Oh? You're finally up!" Yunho said in a shocked tone as he looked up from his phone once he saw movement.
"Why?"
"It's half past 10 and we have afternoon class in like an hour... so I suggest you get ready now." Yunho informed getting up from the couch, Hongjoong gasped as he looked at the clock on the wall and sure enough they did have an hour before class started.
"Why didn't you wake me up you asshole!"
"I was! But Mingi texted me about something urgent!" Yunho shouted back at Hongjoong who ran into his room rushing to get ready before he made both of them late.
"Seonghwa said he'll see you in class later!" Yunho added once he saw Hongjoong pop his head out the door of his bedroom. Smiling at the name he nodded as memories from the past few weeks came flooding into his mind.
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Fanfiction𝐀 𝐒𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐣𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 \(^-^)♪ · Every Chapter is either a few days pass or a week somethings a day after depending. · TW for those who feel uneasy in the first chapter and others to come. · People used don't act this way irl...