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𖤐.˚ ₍🌷₎┊𝕀.ℕ‹⌇ 𓆩❣𓆪“𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂 𝒉𝒖𝒈 𝒐𝒉 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚~”
𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚘𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚛 𝚞𝚙𝚜𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜. 𝚁𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛, 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔 𝚘𝚏 𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔. 𝙻𝚘𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚛 <𝟹Hug.
That was the one thing he needed, a hug.
But he never got one.
Well...
At least not from the person he wanted it from the most.
His childhood wasn't sunshine and rainbows. It wasn't what any kids childhood should be like. Full of bloodshed, tears and misery. He was taught to kill at the young age of five. He never wanted this, but did he have a choice? He wanted to go to school like normal kids but he was being taught what was "better for his future". Why was life so cruel?
His father was a ruthless man, who only cared about himself in Hyunjin's eyes. He didn't care if what he said or did hurt him as long as he had an heir, nothing else mattered. And that's what made Hyunjin hate him even more. He hated him but loved him like any normal son would with a loving father would. Except he wasn't. He wasn't loving at all. All Hyunjin wanted was his love, his respect, his adoration. He wanted to feel like a son and not an object. He wanted to feel like he could do conquer the world because he had his dad cheering him on. He wanted to feel safe in his dad's presence. But that was what he wanted.
Hwang Yujun was a name feared far and wide, not just in Korea. He was a powerful business man with connections to just about anyone, anywhere. Messing with him was a mistake only fool's would choose to make. He wasn't afraid to raise the brutal hand, even against his own family. If violence was the only way to get his son's head out of the clouds, then violence is what he'd use. But he'd never do it himself, he wasn't that sympathetic. He'd let his men do it for him. (A/N: RED LIGHTS STARTED PLAYING WHEN I WAS PROOF READING JSJSJS)
Hit
Punch
Smack
"P-papa... help...".
Silence
He walked up to the helpless boy and looked at him with an indifferent expression. He stared down at him before uttering the most ruthless words a father could tell his miserable son.
"If I had known you were this pathetic, I would have just adopted a helpless orphan".
That's not what he wanted to hear. That's not what he wanted him to say. He wanted a "You did your best" or "It's OK, it does'nt matter". But all he got was his father's cold shoulder. All he got was a punch in the face when he failed a drill. All he got was a slap for questioning the authority of the instructors put in charge of him. All he got was a kick in the stomach when he couldn't take down men who were twice his size. What did he do to deserve this? Why was the world so heartless? No one would answer his questions. No one would answer his cry for help. Yet when they weren't making his life a living hell-
They were smiling.
They were laughing.
Whether it was at him or something else, he would never know.
When his father invited guests over, he would smile too. He would smile at everyone who walked through the door. He would crack jokes and laugh with them. But later on, he would cross out their names on his list. Not just any list.
His Kill List.
He would pretend to be their friend, a brother in a time of need, a kind-hearted stranger who was willing to lend a helping hand. He was like an angel amongst men, they'd say. But little did they know that the said angel was hiding his tail between his legs. Little did they know he had numbered their days and decided their fate by just a flash of his so called kind smile. Little did they know that their angel, their help, their brother... was a fraud. A two-faced liar. Everything they claimed to know about him was fake. And they would never know until they took their final breath.
It was at the age of seven when Hyunjin realised the secret to living the life he lived.
Pretending.
When you get beaten up so bad you almost bleed to death? Pretend the wounds are nothing but bruises. Your father sends cruel instructors to "teach you the way of life"? Smile at them and greet them with a smile. The dinner table is always silent? Smile at your mother and the servers but don't dare make eye contact with your mother.
Reality is a harsh truth.
Fantasy is a beautiful lie.
Screaming
Screaming?
Screaming!
Who was screaming?
Why were they screaming?
And was there a warm liquid all around him?
Warm
Warm?
Warm...
His mother held his beaten up and bleeding body up to her chest, her loud sobs echoing throughout the room. She was yelling at the men responsible for her son's current state. She told them they were being too hard on him, he was only ten, he was just a kid. He was her kid. Her only son, her pride and joy, her everything. And they were taking him away from her.
Wait
Wait
Wait
All she had to do was wait. Then she'd get her son back. Then she'd protect him better than before. Then she'd be able to give him the love he deserved and more. Then she'd be able to teach him to live life the way he wanted to.
He groaned a fluttered his eyes open. Bright. The light was so bright. He looked to side and say woman. Her long black hair fell on either side of her shoulders as she slept. He wanted to ask her where he was but as soon as he tried to move he felt a sharp pain like in every single part of his body. He winced, waking up the sleeping female. Her eyes widened and she ran up to him, engulfing him in a soft embrace. She held him as if he'd break if she squeezed him any harder.
"My baby. I'm sorry. I'm so, so, so sorry", she sobbed, her breath uneven as she tried not to make the boy wet with her tears.
"Who are you?", the little boy asked politely.
Who?
Zhiexxi:
Felix's heart (1/2)
Felix: My heart, my love is melting *holding a heart made of snow*
Felix: Hyunjin, please accept my love
Felix: Accept my love 😔🫴🤍
Hyunjin: *dying of laughter*
WHAT'S UP, WHAT'S UP WHAT'S UP?
How you doin' (insert Chan's smirk)
It's been a minute haha! (I'm sorry pls drop your pitch forks)
I had to work on a story on my other account but now I'm back!
Yay! *applause*
I'm on holiday so expect at least 2-3 updates this month :)
Anyways
Bye my luvs
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