. 𝟎𝟎𝟏・ 𝐑𝐮𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐬

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Warnings :

angst
Swears / slurs
Prob Lots of Cringe 💀
Su1cide
grammar mistakes

A/N- 7/20 Probably gonna remake this when i have motivation, NOT PROOF READ

(Probably gonna be shitty asf cus im not good at this writing or wtv but it will do )
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Suggested Song Crystal castles - knights, Duster - orbiton, Crystal castles - bapstim, d4vd - Romantic Homicide

(Heavy on romantic homicide PLS LISTEN TO THAT WHOLE READING😭)

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𝐍𝐨𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯:

Felix was walking with his best friend, jeongin to his class since he didnt wanna go alone the two walked together jeongin talking about some cool thing he saw on the streets while we was walking to the store,felix listened to his bestfriends rabblings until he noticed people starting it stare at him with disgusted and weird looks, some people even whispering "what a slut" or "what a whore" and laughing, felix's started to get nervous as his anxiety kicked in, wondering what was going on, jeongin started to notice the whispers an weird looks, so grabbing felix's hand he pulled felix into a smaller area of the school where nobody really hanged around.

The two boys confused of what was going on, there mutal friend Seo Changbin walked up to the boys before speaking up "felix is it true about what you did?" Changbin looked serious a bit upset if u think about it. Felix being extremely dumbfounded as He answered "hyung what are you talking about? I didnt do anything i was with jeongin this whole time.." jeongin nodded in agreement vouching for felix, changbin whos gaze softed knowing whatever lie that was told was not true, he knew someone like felix would never do something like this. "Then what are these photos and videos someone took today?" Changbin took out his phone to show the two a photo of 2 boys somewhere having sex in a bathroom today at school, it also had a title called "felix the slut cheating on his boyfriend" aka Hyunjin.

"The video was sent to almost everyone in the school including hyunjin, maybe you should talk to him and explain before things gets worse" Changbin suggested to the younger. Hyunjin and felix had been dating for a year now, it wasnt no secret to anyone since the 2 were pretty popular in there school. Felix who just nodded at his hyungs words before excusing himself from jeongin and changbin giving a small goodbye, he made his way home as fast as possible not trying to attract so much attention since now that video was everywhere. Felix wanted to cry in hyunjins arms so badly but who knew if hyunjin still trusted him i mean that person had the same hair and body physique as him so how could he?

Before felix could even take his shoes off his phone was being blown up by his friends none from hyunjin which made him a bit upset, opening his mesages he ignored the rest before clicking hyunjins name starting to message him before running upstairs to his room.

Lixi🩵
Jinnie pls let me explain
The video, those pics! it wasnt me there i swear
I would never cheat on you i love you to much
Seen: 15:25(3:30)

Jinnie 🤍
Just leave me alone felix.
Im not in the mood for this bullshit
I think we should break up im not
Putting up with your lies
We all saw it was you.
How could u even try to lie to me
To get out of this?
Fuck you felix, ive honestly been cheating
With mina anyways.
Seen: 15:30

Lixi🩵
How could you?
After everything ive done for you.
I was just some toy for you to have sex with huh?
❗️message not delivered ❗️

Felix was in pure disbelief of what just happended his phone screen with small water dropplets on it, he wanted to scream and just break everything in his room out rage he was was so upset, he didn't understand why. What did he do to deserve this, alot of girls liked hyunjin he was hot,cute,funny his personality was just amazing in general, he brightened felix's world, felix's safe place, everything felix wanted but now all that, all his happiness, his will to live, his safe place, the person he loved. That was all gone, felix blamed himself for all this he made hyunjin lose interest maybe he just wasnt good enough for anyone.

Weeks have gone by of felix trying to tell hyunjin he did nothing wrong but hyunjin ignored him and pushed him away, things didnt get better at school for felix all his friends left him except jeongin and changbin comforting him and trying to help him sort things out, unfortunately felix doesnt know how long he can do this. Hyunjin got a new girlfriend the day after the breakfast, Mina, she despised felix with a burning passion, she also had been telling people to harras and just beat up or bully felix, felix,changbin,jeongin all figured out that mina was the one who set up someone to look like him and ruin his relationship with hyunjin so she can have him to herself inself of being some side peice to hyunjin. how selfish felix thought.

Felix was tired of this months have gone by of putting up with all this nonsense of people constantly calling him a 'slut', 'whore', 'hoe' or just yelling shit that pisses him off. Felix arrived once again with a bloody nose and some bruises on his face, he felt so emotionless like there was nothing left in the world for him, no reason for him to still be here.

𝐅𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐱 𝐩𝐨𝐯

Im so fucking tired of this. The school doesnt care to do anything at all, why cant they just show the footage of mina and her little minions who set me up?! I dont even know why im still going to school everyclass i go to is just people calling me names or just throwing shit me, as for hyunjin and mina, never seemed to have any remorse or regret for all of this pain he caused me, how could he? I gave me him my everything. I done everything to please him in everyway possible but just one slip up caused by someone else its over, its like i was only some toy to him did i even matter? All those words he said promising he would never leave me. Promising that we would get married, promising to take care of me, promising to just be by my side at my lowest, but where are you now hyunjin? Where are you now when i need you most. Im so tired of waiting for someone to just care just care for me. Standing up off my couch grabbing one of my kitchen knifes of the counter, walking to my room, i pull out my phone to text jeongin and changbin one last goodbye and that i love them.

"Hwang hyunjin

I dont know why but i love you.
Even after everything that happened i love you so much with everything i have left. Even if you dont love me back, its ok, ur perfect."

Was the last thing that heard from felix's lips.

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This was so ass LMFAO i wrote half of this
At 2-3am, so i just finished it up ngl i cried to this, next oneshot ill try to do better 😛- evize

Words count - 1226

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