Hyunlix oneshots

. 𝟎𝟎𝟓・ 𝐒𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐞

If yk the song from the title I recommend listening to it.

Tw: Mentioned Abuse, alcoholism, slight 18+

Angst!

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Your free to have anything you see,All that you want from me.

Felix arrived home from work, he was soaked from the heavy rain outside of his cozy home. Felix places his stuff down on the counter as he saw hyunjin sitting on the couch watching tv, he also noticed 8 beer can's on the coffee table.

Felix didnt know if he should greet hyunjin or just go upstairs to shower then greet the older, felix decided it was best just to say hello first then quickly wash up and sleep, walking over to the drunken boy on the couch felix mutterd a low "hello" gaining attention from his husband on the couch.

"What the fuck your making the place all wet!" The latter yelled motioning to the small trails or water droplets on the floor that came from the blonde "w-well you didnt pick me up-i" felix was interrupted by hyunjin standing up slamming his can of beer down and turning to felix.

"I DONT CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU HAD TO DO FUCKING CLEAN IT UP!" Hyunjin slapped the younger. glaring down at him, Felix who had his head down trying his best not to cry, hyunjin soon pushed past him causing felix to stumble, he grabbed his car keys and leaving without a goodbye, or i love you.

Free to be all that you want to be, Do what you want with me.

Felix knew hyunjin wouldnt take long to return so he quickly made his way upstairs to his bathroom, stripping his clothes before getting in the shower. The warm water hitting his body made him flinch from the amount of bruises he had sitting there, some fresh and some not.

He let the water run through his body thinking about hyunjin, to be completely honest. Hyunjin was never like this- this wasnt the same man felix got married to. Hyunjin was a sweetheart for felix, taking him on dates, cuddling him, doing anything to make felix happy, it was amazing.

Until one day felix returned home and hyunjin just changed. Hyunjin had a belt in his hands-there it was, the day it all started. After that nothing was the same, felix was always sleeping to escape his reality, even though felix had some many opportunities to call the police or leave but his heart still loved hyunjin. He knew he still loved him despite everything hyunjin did to him.

Felix didnt know if hyunjin was bipolar or just had alot of rage built up that he had for so long. He didnt wanna ask hyunjin anything about it since he was basically scared of hyunjin in everyway.

Felix soon got out the shower, clothing himself before cleaning up the water that was on floor. He was exhausted, He suffered a 12 hour shift, without stopping for a second. Felix did everything around the house, he payed the bills, he provided them a roof, hyunjin only used the money felix made for alcohol or drugs.

Felix sat down on the couch staring at the 8 cans that were on the coffee table, all empty. He let his mind relax and he went into dreamland.

Oh, i think you're spinning inside my head, i think of you all the day.

Felix woke up to silence in the house, he didnt know if hyunjin was home or not but he prayed he wasnt. Felix had work that same day so rubbed his tired eyes, bumping into something along the way. He bumped into the counter that had a place sitting on the very edge ( how convenient ik ) it shattered into atleast a million pieces, some peices big and some you could hardly see.

Felix then heard footsteps from the coming down the stairs, he then knew he wasnt gonna leave the kitchen unmarked. Felix turned around hurriedly seeing angry hyunjin, 'how could someone already be upset at 6 in morning' is what felix thought "what the hell is wrong with you, Cant you see where your going, fuck sometimes i wish i didnt marry you." Ouch.

"Im sorry.. also y-your meds came in" felix said trying to put on a smile "im not taking them." Hyunjin retorted back, opening the fridge door taking out some alcohol. "You n-need them to get better hyunj-" once again cut off by the older "do you think there something wrong with me?" Hyunjin questioned, you could hear the anger in his voice while he was looking at felix with sharp eyes.

"N-no of course not!" That was a lie. Felix knew hyunjin deserved to be in a mental ward, locked up or atleast getting some properly therapy. Felix missed the old hyunjin, he didnt know what went wrong that day. Did he do something to upset hyunjin or was hyunjin originally not mentally stable?

Hyunjin scoffed rolling his eyes before going to sit on the couch. Felix realized the time and made his way upstairs, dressing himself up work, applying makeup in the process hiding the small scars and cuts that was plastered on his face.

'Cause you're in my way

Felix went downstairs, telling hyunjin goodbye and a i love you only to hear a "mhm." He sighed heavily opening the door and leaving for his job.

Timeskip

Felix returned home dropping the key on the counter the house was silent, he thought hyunjin was alseep until he heard a moan? Felix listened closer and he also heard fast clapping coming the bedroom followed with a man grunting and the sound a girls lewd moans again.

Felix was curious so he slowly walked up the stairs, doing his best to not make a sound until he was faced infront of there shared bedroom door. He opened with giving a fuck,!exposing everything. Hyunjin naked with his dick inside some girl, there was cum on the floor aswell, felix was sure hyunjin couldve made him clean that up. Hyunjin turned to him with wide eyes before pulling out of the women earning a small grunt from het before rushing to felix.

"So i give you everything and this is how you do me?" Felix stated coldly. He normally wouldve been crying his eyes out, but something sparked in him to just give up and leave hyunjin to move on. "Listen, i didnt mean it, i love you" hyunjin voiced out, now all felix felt was anger, he pushed hyunjin harshly basically snapping at him.

Oh, i think your holding the heart of mine(my heart is yours)

"I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING HWANG, IM THE ONE PROVIDING A FUCKING ROOF OVER OUR HEADS, IVE DONE EVERYTHING TO SATISFY YOU, I GAVE YOU SEX, I MADE YOU FOOD, WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT? NOW YOU GO AND CHEAT ON ME! MAY I REMIND YOU THAT IF I LEAVE, YOUR GONNA BE FUCKING HOMELESS!" felix yelled, the girl had now just fled the scene between the two. Hyunjin looked shocked at felix's words

"YOUVE CHANGED, YOU WERENT-NO ARENT THE SAME BOY I FELL INLOVE WITH DURING HIGHSCHOOL, FUCK YOU." Hyunjin felt something during that sentence, he felt sad, angry with himself. His brain was telling him to not care bur his heart started to ache. Why did this hurt so much?

Squeeze it apart, that's fine.

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Its sad to think people actually have relationships like this.

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