The world around us - JJK X (Yuta?) Reader

The Love Of Your life Yuta

"Are you okay to go to school?" Miss L/N kneeled on the floor beside you. You, who was currently attempting to stuff your foot into a shoe. You shook your head. A groan almost leaving your mouth at the women's insistence. There was something wrong with you. But, who cares anymore? There were many things wrong with you. You as a person, probably weren't suppose to exist in this world. You as a person, as your own brain, there was something wrong with. For example, why did you remember when you were real?

No, you were real now too, the dull pain in your finger as you tried to use it to wedge your foot into the shoe was real. The women, however, wasn't worried about that. No she was worried about your health. "No I'll be fine-" you said distracted as you started to try and Jam your shoe on, stomping your foot the slightest bit. "I need new shoes!" You whined childishly, the women shook her head. Miss L/N, with a smile, leaned down and loosened your shoe lashes.

"Nonsense." Was all she said and suddenly, the shoe slid on, your efforts you realized would have been easily avoided. The women continued, tying your shoe for you before she stood up and kissed the top of your head. "Have fun." Was the last thing she said before walking back into the rest of the home. You two had just finished dinner, so she would probably be cleaning up. With a small smile you jumped onto your now incased feet. Tapping your shoe against the floor twice to make sure it was on right you rushed out of the house.

Yuta would be waiting for you! You two always walk together to elementary school. You had know him for so long now, it felt almost surreal. Yuta, thinking of him today... it felt odd. Yuta, the boy you use to watch on the screen, read about in the manga. The boy you now loved. Was that too presumptuous of you? To say you loved the boy when you were both so young? Sure you had known him since you were seven, but you were ten now.

Why were you scared...?

"Y/n!" Yuta smiled and ran up to you. Your fears washed away when he smiled at you. He was so bright, he looked at you with so much love. He grinned and grabbed your hand so tightly. You squeezed his hand back in return. Holding his hand was so familiar and so comforting. He was so comforting. "Are you ready to go to school?" He asked, his grip tightening ever so slightly to match your own. You felt the cold metal of your twin rings. Engaged. He always asked you that question.

Maybe it was because he knew the kids were getting meaner, maybe it was because he was experiencing it himself. As the two of you were growing you were growing up together, yet also together away from everyone else. "Mhm!" You nodded at him brightly, you leaned your body closer to him so that your shoulders were touching. "did you study for the spelling test?" You asked curiously, you glanced at him with a grin.

"We have a test today..?" He squeaked, he looked at you in confusion and you giggled. His eyes looking up at the clouds as he tried to remember when it was announced. His eyebrows furrowed as he thought.

"Mhm, of course we do silly." You smiled and looked away from him. Your eyes found the clouds as well and you wondered briefly if you were looking at the same cloud or maybe he was staring at another one? "I'll help you! I studied all the words." You said proudly, he grinned looking at you happily his thankful gaze didn't escape you.

Thirsty...

"really!" He smiled, you let go of his hand and nodded at him happily, always happy to help him. he walked ahead of you slightly and you nodded slowing down to look into your pack pack and get your water bottle. Thirsty. You were thirsty. Your throat was dry but your hand reach to the side of your bag and nothing. Nothing was there? Did your mom forget to pack you water bottle?! You pouted, running to catch up with the black haired boy.

A sense of unease came into your brain, your heart shook as you walked up behind him. Today wasn't your day. Yuta hummed, his head turning to look back at you. When his eyes met yours he turned fully, a large smile on his face as he grinned at you. The kind of grin that his eyes crunched up so much you couldn't see them.

A women screamed.

"I-I didn't mean to hit him!" A man tried to defend himself.

You stared.

"Someone- call an ambulance!" Another man tried to take charge, but in his voice... you could tell he was just scared. Scared for today but after? After it wouldn't effect him.

he didn't know Yuta. He hadn't loved Yuta like you do.

His shoe, it was bloody and laid there. It laid there as you stared at him, the face, the boy you love.

Dead?

No... this wasn't right. No! This was suppose to be you.

"Ah there's no way he's gonna make it." Another women said, heartless. You remembered staring, they're voices came and went and jumbled into your brain as you stared at him. You stoped listening to them.

he lays there. The blood pooling around him. Him, him, him, him, him, Yuta, Yuta... "Yuta..?" You stepped forward, his hand laid there, he laid there lifeless. His hand, the ring, you two... What about your wedding? What about getting married...? "Yuta." You spoke again.

"Y/N..." He said it. He said your name! Hope bubbled up into your heart as you saw his hand twitch, the same hand his ring clung to and stayed on proudly. You flinched, your eyes widening as you stared down at it. Staring, was that all you could do? Shock filled your system once again, did it ever really leave since what happened? Hands. Hands...? The boy that was there moments ago was gone. In his place was... it was a monster. Tears poured from your eyes as you looked down at him. "when we grow up... let's get married-" his voice distorted. His voice wasn't his anymore.

"Yuta!" You screamed falling to your knees as you sobbed and sobbed, the curse scaring- your heart, it shook it fear. A man, an older man who didn't see Yuta there, the curse Yuta at least. He grabbed you and pulled up back.

"A child shouldn't see this." He declared while he shielded you away, but even when you looked away from the boy, the boy who was so alive moments ago, his haunted curse followed your gaze.

"Married..." so distorted... but it was him wasn't it?

"I love you." You cried, holding the curse close to you. Him, it was him. "I love you." You sobbed holding him closer to you. You're back against a hard stone, your mother next to you as she stood there. She looked down to you, pity and heartbreak filled her eyes.

'He was so young' she probably thought, she would be nothing but right in her thinking. She stared down at you, heartbroken for you as you held nothing but air. I'm her eyes, you held nothing.

but I'm your own eyes, you held your heart, your world, your first love.

"I love you." You sobbed while she could do nothing but watch.